A letter had come for one Caelia Kerrigan, the parchment folded with meticulous folds and sealed with a waxed crest embedded into the midnight blue. Upon seeing it, holding it in ungloved hands, Caelia felt her breath struggle through a shudder as she recognised the Kerrigan crest. Suddenly, she did not want to open it. No amount of curiosity could ever will her fingers to snap the wax seal and unfurl the letter to read it's contents. Her family had never once showed they wanted her. They had hoped to darken her and speak ill of her weaving, all in hopes that it would stop her.
She had been a willful child. Had to learn to be stubborn and selfish. It made her into a survivor, had it not?
The letter was shoved into the pocket of her leather bag, the small thing attached to her belt. It left a weight she felt with every step she took, her wits turning erratic and out of order, unable to settle.
She had meant to go to the stables, to go for a ride into the lush forestry in their surrounds. Flower picking and harvest, things she had been meaning to do all week but the summer had turned to day's of pitter pattering rain. Today still had clouds in cover of grey, turning a gloom on what would have been a nice afternoon. No. She would walk. A walk would do her well, theoretically. If she fretted too much, her horse would feed on that anxiety and there would be no way she would be coaxed from her stable.
Caelia inhaled a long breath, holding it for a count of three seconds before expelling it from her person as slowly as she could. It was just a letter. From her family she had abandoned, yes, but what news would it bear for her to be reached out to in such a fashion? She should have dropped the family name once she had gotten here, but she had been younger then, more sentimental.
"Syr Kerrigan! Did Lyall find you and give you that letter?" Called someone to her left. Caelia's head shot up, eyes wide in slight terror before a smile was fixed over her expression. She nodded, patting her bag in answer.
It had been too easy for anyone to find the elusive Syr Kerrigan, for she had her usual haunts that made it so. She could be found in the gardens, or the library, or more frequently than any other, the Knoll. The energy could go from boisterous to a calm lull, but in any way, Caelia always found solace being surrounded by so many of those she saw as family.
Caelia shifted in her seat as if to prepare to leave. She turned, fetching her riding gloves that she had dropped to the floor an hour ago.
She had been a willful child. Had to learn to be stubborn and selfish. It made her into a survivor, had it not?
The letter was shoved into the pocket of her leather bag, the small thing attached to her belt. It left a weight she felt with every step she took, her wits turning erratic and out of order, unable to settle.
She had meant to go to the stables, to go for a ride into the lush forestry in their surrounds. Flower picking and harvest, things she had been meaning to do all week but the summer had turned to day's of pitter pattering rain. Today still had clouds in cover of grey, turning a gloom on what would have been a nice afternoon. No. She would walk. A walk would do her well, theoretically. If she fretted too much, her horse would feed on that anxiety and there would be no way she would be coaxed from her stable.
Caelia inhaled a long breath, holding it for a count of three seconds before expelling it from her person as slowly as she could. It was just a letter. From her family she had abandoned, yes, but what news would it bear for her to be reached out to in such a fashion? She should have dropped the family name once she had gotten here, but she had been younger then, more sentimental.
"Syr Kerrigan! Did Lyall find you and give you that letter?" Called someone to her left. Caelia's head shot up, eyes wide in slight terror before a smile was fixed over her expression. She nodded, patting her bag in answer.
It had been too easy for anyone to find the elusive Syr Kerrigan, for she had her usual haunts that made it so. She could be found in the gardens, or the library, or more frequently than any other, the Knoll. The energy could go from boisterous to a calm lull, but in any way, Caelia always found solace being surrounded by so many of those she saw as family.
Caelia shifted in her seat as if to prepare to leave. She turned, fetching her riding gloves that she had dropped to the floor an hour ago.