Dare Never Enough

The workshop was alive with ghosts of invention.

Not literal spirits, though a half-dozen jars along the top shelf pulsed with faint lights that might’ve argued otherwise, but the shadows of half-born ideas. Racks of crossbows lined the wall, no two alike: one designed to fire bolts of silver dust that clung like frost to anything it struck, another with a winding gear meant to pierce chitin with a spinning drill-head. On the worktable, a leather-bound gauntlet bristled with brass fittings, each nozzle waiting to be fed a different powder or oil. The air reeked of steel shavings, lampblack, and bitter herbs; an acrid perfume of both workshop and apothecary.

It was cluttered, but there was method to the madness. Janus knew where every tool lived. He could find a whetstone beneath a stack of sketches, or pluck the right vial of wolfsbane tincture without ever looking up from his work.

And he worked always. While the other Cazadores he called family sparred, hunted, or drank themselves numb in the taverns, Janus spent his nights hunched over his bench, coaxing new life into metal and flame. They didn’t laugh at his odd habits anymore; too many of them carried blades he’d reforged, or armor he’d patched after a warg’s claws found its weak seams. For all his silence and strangeness, Janus made himself indispensable. For those who were indispensable could not be replaced, would not be forgotten.

He wouldn't be forgotten. Not again.

Tonight, his hands trembled faintly as he sketched another diagram, something that might, if it worked, prevent another debacle like what he'd encountered in the House of Wolves. An end to shadow, and a cure for darkness. The lines were jagged, uneven. He rubbed his eyes and muttered, gravel-voiced,

“Not enough. Never enough.”

A knock broke the silence. Deliberate, Precise.

Janus froze.

Another knock. Identical.

His usual clients didn’t knock like that. When they came, they came loud, half-drunk and impatient, demanding quick repairs. His pale eyes flicked to the shelves, to the jars that pulsed faintly with inner light. One flickered, dimmed, as if in answer. The hairs on his arms prickled.

The third knock never came.

Instead, the door splintered inward with a crash, wood and iron hinges shrieking as the frame buckled. Janus staggered back as shadows poured through the breach, not monsters, not beasts, but men, their faces shrouded in cloth, their movements quick and purposeful. Thieves. Raiders. They knew what they were after; One lunged straight for the shelves, sweeping the jars into a sack while another lashed at Janus with a hooked blade. He raised an arm in defense, the leather gauntlet sparking as steel bit into it, but the weight of the blow still drove him to his knees.

“Stop him!” a voice snarled, sharp and commanding.

Janus’ hand darted to his belt, uncorking a vial and hurling it at their feet. Smoke erupted, acrid and blinding, making the men curse and stumble. For a heartbeat, it felt like the tide might turn. He lunged through the haze, shoulder-checking one attacker into the workbench. Tools clattered, a lamp toppled, and fire licked across spilled oils.

But they were too many. Rough hands caught him, slammed him back against the shelves. A fist drove into his ribs, another across his jaw. His head rang, teeth bloodied. The smoke parted just enough for him to see one of the jars tumble from a thief’s grip and shatter across the floor, its pale light writhing into nothing.

“No!” Janus snarled, thrashing against their grip. He caught one man across the face with an elbow, but another clubbed him hard across the shoulder, driving him down again.The sack bulged now with stolen light, the thieves retreating even as the fire began to crawl across the floorboards.

“Leave him,” the leader barked. “He’s already finished.”

Janus slumped to one knee, blood dripping from his lip, his breath ragged. His fingers groped for something—anything—among the scattered tools, but the strength was leaving him fast. As the last of the thieves slipped back into the night with his life’s work clinking at their side, Janus sagged against the burning bench, vision tunneling.

He had to escape, had to muster some strength to free himself.

Had to hope somebody would see him, burning to death in his own sanctuary.

*

The heat pressed against Janus’ cheek, smoke clawing down into his throat as he wheezed, trying to force his legs beneath him. The bench at his back felt steady, but the rest of the world lurched, blurred by the haze of smoke and pain. His head turned toward the voice. Clear, strong, but not cruel. A woman’s voice. Not one of the thieves, not mocking or taunting, but… calling him by name.

“Who....” His voice cracked, harsh as gravel. He coughed, spat, then pressed a trembling hand against his ribs. Broken, or near enough. “Why are you helping--"

The fire surged in the corner of the workshop, wood groaning as the ceiling above began to splinter. He flinched, eyes darting to where his jars had been, to the shattered remnants of what he’d poured his life into. The thought of leaving them behind twisted his gut like a knife.

But survival clawed louder than pride.

His boots scraped against the floorboards as he tried to push himself up, muscles screaming in protest. One leg buckled, and he caught himself against the bench, glaring up at the shadowy figure with a mix of suspicion and desperation. “I can… stand,” he lied, voice raw, though his knees trembled beneath him. His amber eyes narrowed, smoke catching their glow. “I just.... I need time."

He staggered forward, clutching the bench for balance before reaching toward her, fingers smeared in ash and blood. “Get me out of here. Please..."

Janus’ weight leaned heavier on her than he’d intended, each step dragging sparks of pain up his side. The smoke thickened as they crossed the ruined floor, flames licking higher along the shelves where shattered glass bled molten trails across the boards.

His eyes darted, searching instinctively for the work of his hands, the jars, the tools, something to salvage, but her grip at his arm steadied him, pulled him away from the ruin. The ceiling whined above, a beam cracking in half and crashing down just behind them in a spray of embers.

He stumbled, cursing, but forced his feet to keep moving.

By the time they reached the doorway, Janus was coughing hard, ash streaked down his face, one hand still clutching at his ribs. He turned once, just once, to look back at the inferno that had been his workshop. The fire’s glow caught in his eyes, a mix of fury and grief.

Then he let himself be pulled out into the night air, gasping in the cold, leaving the flames to consume everything he’d built.

@Valoura

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It was the most horrifying sound he had ever heard, the splintering collapse of his workshop, the breaking of everything he had built.

Janus dropped to his hands and knees, each breath a ragged rasp that dragged copper up his throat. Blood dripped from his lips into the dirt in dark, spreading pools. Stars flickered in his vision, pale motes dancing cruelly atop the bloodstained earth. He wanted to scream, to weep, but even the thought of sound promised only more pain.

And though his body screamed, it was not the pain that threatened to undo him. His mind reeled harder than his wounds—his shop, his home, his life’s work and his proudest accomplishment, all reduced to rubble in less than an hour. Gratitude for the woman who had pulled him from the wreckage was there, but it struggled to surface beneath the weight of grief. Darker still was the notion whispering that perhaps he should have remained beneath the fire and stone.

But her voice—soft, apologetic even in the chaos—pierced that spiral of despair. He forced his gaze up to her. The sharp line of her jaw was streaked with soot, her wild blonde hair damp with sweat, her face smeared with his blood. He must have looked like a mongrel dragged from the gutter, yet she, impossibly, looked striking, like someone who had no business risking herself for a stranger, let alone in a burning ruin.

Who was she? Why save him? And those horns… a Devahni? It was a small thing to fixate on, but Janus clung to the unanswered questions. They gave him something to live for. There were no answers in the grave.

“Father…” he croaked, the words ragged and thin. Defeat and emptiness bled through even past the agony choking him. “Doctor. Lives… just east.”

He wasn’t sure what he dreaded more: facing his father again after so long, or watching his father’s face when he saw a Devahni carrying his broken son home.

It didn’t matter. Once they reached the house, he would send her away, far from his family’s shadows.

It was the only reward he had to give.

@Valoura

*

Rest.

The word felt like mockery now, something distant and absurd, belonging to another life. The pain beneath his ribs throbbed like a living thing, and the blood drying on his lips pulled his skin tight every time he breathed. If he’d had an ounce more strength, he might have laughed at her suggestion. As it was, the attempt would’ve stolen what little air his battered lungs still managed.

He thought of the lab, his lab, and of the vain little gesture he’d made toward mourning it before she’d found him. There would be time for grief later, perhaps, though he doubted it. Now, only endurance mattered.

Janus looked up at Valoura through the veil of smoke and tears, the glassy blur of her horns haloed by the firelight. His jaw tightened. He reached for the dagger she offered and closed his trembling fingers around the hilt. The steel’s coolness bit into his palm, something real to hold onto when everything else had turned to ash.

If those bastards returned to finish what they’d started, he would take as many as he could with him.

Her hand lifted from his shoulder. Alone again, Janus drew a breath thick with soot and, with one last surge of stubborn will, drove the dagger’s point into the charred stump beside him. The motion tore through his chest with fire, but he used it, leveraging himself upright until he was seated atop it, swaying, half-seeing.

If the horned stranger truly meant to save him, he’d owe her a debt he could never repay. But that bridge… he’d cross it if he reached it.

One thing at a time.

When Valoura’s silhouette finally vanished into the darkness beyond the flames, Janus bowed his head. His breath rasped in and out, the dagger still wedged beside him, his fingers locked around the hilt as though it tethered him to life itself.

He began to count.

One... Two... Three...

He didn’t know when his body gave in. It wasn’t sleep, not really, but the dull collapse of a mind shutting doors one by one to survive.

When the heavy clatter of hooves and wagon wheels broke through the haze, it might as well have been thunder. His head lifted weakly, vision swimming in blots of color. Through the smoke’s distortion, he thought he saw her again, Valoura, descending from the cart. His arm lifted toward her on instinct, childlike, trembling.

By the time she reached him, the fight was gone from his eyes. His skin had turned the color of parchment, his jaw slack with exhaustion. It would take every ounce of her strength to heave him into the wagon’s seat.

Even then, Janus sagged against the bench, head rolling to one side. The dagger was still clutched in his hand, his knuckles pale as bone.

@Valoura

*

The world came back to him in fragments.

A jolt. The groan of wagon wheels. The rhythmic snort of the yak pulling them through the night. Each sound reached him as if through water: muffled, distant, unreal. His head lolled against the bench, every breath a tug-of-war between will and weakness.

Valoura said something. He caught only the low rumble of her voice, something about getting his father, but the word snagged in him like a thorn.

Father.

His eyes cracked open. The trees were thinning. The air was colder here, carrying a dampness that clung to his lungs like moss. The road cut a narrow path between the skeletal silhouettes of oaks, their branches arching overhead like ribs. Some hint of life returned to him, color in his skin, fire in his eyes. Janus straightened himself and shook his head free of the shadowy hands that vied to drag him back to slumber.

"No more sleep." He rasped out, finally. "I can... I can show you the way."

“Keep west,” he continued, lifting a trembling hand. “Until the long, stone fence. You’ll see it before the road bends.”

His voice was soft but sure now, the words spilling from some deep, unforgotten place. He could picture it even before it came into view, the modest estate crouched against the horizon like some wounded animal pretending to sleep. It's pointed roof still clawed at the sky, though the years had worn the sharpness from it's edge.

He remembered the sound the gates made when they opened. That long, iron groan that had haunted his dreams. The taste of metal in the air. His father’s footsteps echoing down the hall. The wagon creaked to a halt at the base of a low rise. Janus blinked through the fog, forcing his eyes to focus. There, just visible in the moonlight, rose the estate’s outline.

Black stone, half-swallowed by ivy. Windows dark as graves. The crooked weathervane still spun lazily atop the roof, catching the faintest whisper of wind.

His fingers tightened around the dagger’s hilt.

"He's... not the kindest. But he'll help me." It was, perhaps, a grand understatement, but to speak of him any further was to delve too deeply. "Then I can help you."

Certainly, he hadn't been rescued out of the kindness of her heart, had he?

@Valoura

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