Badu-dudu-dum. Front paws land and dig into the wet sand with claws, one middle arm catches up, the other carries it, and the legs land last. The tail sways. The legs send the enormous mass barreling upward and forward. Badu-dudu-dum. Unusual to hear, for the irregular amount of limbs.

He came to a stop whilst skidding into deep grooves with the full mass, to avoid ramming into Forbitter among other things, and heaved a heavy sigh of relief, wanting to wrap a whole arm around the horse's fluffy back and lean... but the horse moves, too, galloping back to the outcrop.

"I mean the little red rrocket! To brring you back, eh..."

Cat got your tongue?
A dissatisfied rumbling in response.
A gentle wrap of mind like hand under the chin came promising scritches. "Catch up with her. The poor woman is having gaps in thought."

The irregular bounding thuds of six limbs renewed, catching up with the horse with a bit of effort. Lock's forte was climbing and falling, not exactly open space traversal... but he could apply himself.
"The lady... sent to find you! Well there is coming but- not soon. She'll tell you! Nothing to fight rright now!"

There was a lone fluttering silhouette of white, so far away it should have been obscured by the grey of the cliff that grew taller. It seemed to float gently, like dandelion fluff, behind, white layer peeling back to reveal a darker undercoat of some manner.

There was no tide, just wind rushing in the ears and through the hair. A link established like awareness of someone else's proximity. The words printed into the outside between the three minds pleasantly,
What he is trying to convey, my dear syr, is that I am in no immediate danger. - Larks in the brightening morning sky, the quiet of the dawnbreak, the scent of pine and mossbeds. - The outward call also found enough lean food for me. - A crumbling tower built anew, with temporary bricks, not all the way, but steady enough. - I cannot do much, yet, but I wish to make myself useful now that I have some use of limb and weave.

Harumph. Spoilsport. Frustrated bunny stomp. - I was doing fine explaining with outer tongue. Tell her I was, syr, please.
Three people in conversation, emotions and intent translated through several sensory images and coursing through the words. One running at full tilt beside the horse. One far away on a rocky outcrop, sitting at the edge covered in a swath of dirty sailcloth much larger.

...That said... could you please take me off this cliff? My legs are still unreliable, and I don't want to sit aside with the rest of the work. - Reticence to walk. The horse looks so warm, maybe ride on its back behind the hard-shelled armored Osytha. Fix that skull with stutters. Affection, almost. And impatience. Things that are cracked must be fixed, why let it fester. - Have you been doing some sort of accounting for the lost souls? - Curiosity. Looking glass. Over the shoulder, oh, what's going on? New shapes in how recording is done. Excitement! Ideas. What if pedipald connected to a scribing surface and linked to- a gift! -mind. Full stop. Oh. - Close the distance, I can speak with outer tongue, as well. Your mind is full. Let's not overburden.

Krava'quiloor moved slowly, in measured steps, toward. The sailcloth was wrapped around her, complete with the rope Lock snagged to make himself that kilt, and the wind tore at it and the thin white hair of hers that was now perfectly even, and slightly shorter. Under the mass of fabric, there was a sort of skin suit. Looked like it, dark purple, almost black, slightly shiny, definitely insulating and covering most of the body with no particular features. Down to the shins where it ended in stirrups around bare feet, down to the hands, covering the palms; up to the jawline. Like covering all of the strips was important.
She couldn't walk naked, after all.
 
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“The lady… sent to find you! Well there is coming but— not soon. She’ll tell you! Nothing to fight rright now!”

Osytha leans her weight back, slowing Forbs’ pace to a walk that Lock might easily match. She takes a very long, deep breath. Counts to five, and just as slowly, lets it all out. Then she occupies her hands with stowing her bow and taking up the reins — mostly so she doesn’t use them to, say, pointedly pinch the bridge of her nose in that classic gesture of frustration. Or cuff Lock right atop his fluffy white head.

Before she can open her mouth to make her very patient, very diplomatic reply, though—

What he is trying to convey, my dear syr…

To hear without hearing. Osytha’s been wondering whether to expect that direct touch to her mind again, so she’s not as surprised by it this time around. Understands what’s happening a tiny bit better, and so, can override the danger response it had triggered before. Not that it’s exactly comfortable — it’s a constant effort to keep herself open, like fighting the blink response whenever she’s trying to dab a drop of owlseye directly onto her pupil.

All her effort goes into that at first, letting Krava’quiloor and Lock’s comfy bickering roll over her while trying to keep up with the lady’s excited ramblings. Osytha feels like it mightn’t be quite as intense a connection as before, but… similar. Words, delivered right into her mind. More than words beneath them; the very intent and understanding which is so easily lost when one tries to give them shape in voice or symbol.

Interpreting another’s words is like trying to see the wind. You can only ever infer which way it’s blowing, based on how it bends the trees or the way debris swirls in its grasp. This connection, though, is like being able to lay eyes on the invisible for the first time in her life.

Or can she do even more than just observe…?

Can you… hear me?

And how much, exactly?

Directive: formulate appropriate communication protocols.

The fluttering, pale shape at the outcrop draws Osytha’s eyes. Krava’quiloor certainly looks different to the hapless, cocooned thing which had first been carried onto those rocks, though it takes until she’s walked Forbs a little closer before the details come into focus: the improvised sailcloth cloak, her higher standard of personal grooming, and, hinted at beneath the pale, flapping outer layer… well, Osytha doesn’t know what that is she’s wearing. But it seems remarkably well-tailored. Fits Her Ladyship like a second, uh, a second, well—

Did you make a cephalopod unitard?

I mean, I’m not sure what other materials you would’ve had on hand…

Query: method of manufacture related to means of treating Lock’s injury (tail)?

Sand and pebbles crunch underfoot as Osytha dismounts, and she starts on clambering up the weathered marlstone. Bits of chalk leave white imprints on her hands, her knees, and her shoes, as she goes. Meanwhile, she hears a frantic scrabble of paws behind her as Guffy finally catches up.

You said before the ‘outer tongue’ is more difficult for you. We can, um, keep trying this, if you prefer…

Especially if it stops you from giving me another heart attack, Lock. Sorry.

Directive: minimise expenditure of [the thoughts|inspirations that come at witnessing the dawn|beginning; reverence]’s resources.

Secondary directive: guilt.
 
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Can you… hear me?

The white brows both peaked, large eyes widened even more. The not-elf's face froze in a dimmed expression of wonder, supplemented by the shifting posture, thin hands cominf half-furled to the flat chest, a stillness that lasted a moment.

Sunlight sparks flying off the river.
Elation. Response outside the pattern, one in a hundred thousand to minimal effect.
This was not minimal, this was a conscious effort.
'Yes.'
Sparks erupting with excitement like fireworks across the neurons, fingers of one hand wrapping around the other.
Rarity. Joy.
'I can hear you. Thank you.' Gratitude flooded warm and gentle like the summer wind, like the taste of mother's pie, like peace.


Directive received and the tide broke into several streams - one conveying thought, the other, overtly, comprehensibly, weaving the establishing link to be more stable, synapse responses parsing into the engineered web more effectively.
It was not like disparate cogs being strewn together into a mechanism, but rather, the seemingly organic process of a beehive formation, the shapes of cells optimized for function.
Walls were in the making for privacy, filters - more for the hive core than the others - to avoid conveying too much in a tangled mess.

The not-elf's cheeks smiled and her eyes smiled, pulling the corners of the mouth up with them as she momentarily lost the pattern for masked expressions and attempted to curve and squiggle the appendages she was lacking.

Did you make a cephalopod unitard?

'I made a coldsuit,' she declared proudly.

I mean, I’m not sure what other materials you would’ve had on hand…

'Cuttlefish population part supplied the primary material, but it's not cuttleskin or cuttlebone. I am the best' the term stuggled to come to something condensed, and the new filter cut the impertinent secondary, tertiary, background noise,
'...on the continent. Unitard. I like that word."

It sounded like she was wearing a retarded unicorn, and the level of comfort for the piece could be described by that - Krava found poetic, in so many thought filamens permitted through.

Connection to mending Lock's tail was gleefully confirmed. To mending Lock, a sliver proffered to the confirmation with a barely contained giddy energy. The mind was a lightning zapping here and there. The body, however...
Sluggish, mollasses, asleep limbs, pins and needles, ouch ouch. Also cold with all points of contact.


You said before the ‘outer tongue’ is more difficult for you. We can, um, keep trying this, if you prefer…

Reasoning: outer speech difficult - due to prior lung shutdown. Current way used for communication within proximity to retranslator kith - very convenient. Temporary sustenance enough to restore limb movement and internal organ function to normal for three or so days. Brain energy conservation. Will apply energy for mending and instigating regrowth.

Especially if it stops you from giving me another heart attack, Lock. Sorry.

"Oh. I'm sorry," Lock found his first clawful of purchase against the cliff, and one of his hands dove under Guffy's belly, gently lifting the dog like a toddler to spare his short legs the climb. Contrition filtered through the link, as he could not afford to slouch, so instead of making large, soulful eyes of a gargantuan kitten that had seen the bottom of the bowl, he had conveyed the sensation of seeing one. "Please, forrgiveness."

Lock climbed behind the knight, with the grace appropriate to the tailored species, one spare arm always hovering to secure if necessary. The other spare arm was cuddling Guffers close. The pup yipped, first, squirmed, trying to get out, but a deep, rumbling purr resonated from the not-beastkin.

Calmness. Big brother is caring and carrying, no movement then safe.

Guffy sneezed, and dropped his head over the edge of the large fingers, little sausage legs dangling from Lock's forearm, in an ultimate expression of 'oh well'. The pup's eyes would glance to Osytha, though, following her trek.

Directive: minimise expenditure of [the thoughts|inspirations that come at witnessing the dawn|beginning; reverence]’s resources.

Agreement with Osytha's direction pinged, reinforced resources needed to be preserved followed by slight nodding as the not-beastkin moved on. Soft disagreement, hugging comfort in denial of guilt. No sad, little mistake, will fix.

Planning for comfort, maybe shelter-to-bits of ship, can be made into outer shell. Trying to plan for meals - he could always use more at this stage, but Krava'quiloor needed more complex. Consensus to terminate. Bandits. Evil wizards. Where does one find those?


'Lock, untwist the whiskers, cease your hen-full behavior.'
Brief diminishment, and then denial of impulse, with a sense of pride. 'Elder Driddozual would never approve if I did.'
Strangely enough, that made the not-elf ebb from the exchange first.

A white-haired head popped over the edge of the cliff. A slightly deeper inhale than necessary, and Krava spoke out loud.
"Hello. Can I fix your head?"
There was no 'please' nor 'now'.
That linear manner, however, was playful, if slightly jarring compared to internal speech patterns.

"Here's what the ripples read like."
The images unfurled inside the link, repetition patterns, layout of blood vessels and supposed inflammation - hypothetical, to be imprecise. She needed to touch to know for certain, even though experience allowed for a pretty confident assumption.

"It can get worse like this."
Insinuation of imagery at the inflammation settling but leaving behind a small swelling that would not go away, as well as minor fracture in the skull, and the slow and persistent displacement of blood pressure in the area that would wear away at thought tissues, leading to, likely, growing forgetfulness, if not deterioration outright, in a decade.

"Or it can all heal. But you get hit often, so the risk is there."
Krava sat with her legs folded, looking up at the figures towering over her with a little bit of smugness. Her arms in dark sleeves of strange and seamless matter crossed in front of the flat chest. As if to demonstrate that - almost - every limb of hers was activated again.
 
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The youngest marlstone makes for blocky, angular debris, hard lines pressing into Osytha’s palms and against her knees as she half walks, half climbs her way up the slope. An excited yip-yip makes her look behind, to the small dark potato dangling in Lock’s grasp. Guffy’s curly tail starts to thwap against his bearer’s chest when Osytha smiles at him, his ears standing straight up. Well, less so the floppy one, despite a spirited effort.

“Good lad,” she tells him, and reaches over to scratch the top of that ridiculous little head. She gets a few slobbery kisses on the wrist for her efforts. “Uncle Lock ’as thee now, dursn’t tha fret’st.”

Osytha finishes hauling herself up toward Krava’quiloor. A whip of sea wind catches her as she rises over the lip, briny and bracing, its breath whistling in her ears and tugging stray wisps of dark hair away from her head. She stops to enjoy that cold sensation on her face for a moment. Then, turns her attention to the not-elf. Straight-backed and sharp-eyed, shrouded there beneath her weatherproofed cape. That pinkish skin peeking out from her sleek, bruise-black coldsuit. Whatever a ‘coldsuit’ is, anyway.

“Or it can all heal. But you get hit often, so the risk is there.”

Those models of the matter inside Osytha’s skull sit heavy as she lowers herself to match Krava’s cross-legged pose. Now they’re close, Her Ladyship is blending her means of communication. Seems that she still wants to rely on this ‘outer speech’ despite Osytha’s offer, so the knight follows her lead and switches back to the indirect, inefficient business of tongue-flapping.

“A decade’s a long time for a knight,” she observes, her head turned and staring out over the ocean. “Good chance et won’t be a problem any more, by that point.”

Wow. Deflecting much?

Threat asessment: considerable. Subjecting critical systems to unknown risk factors—

Oh, take thy ‘risk assessment’ and shove it up thy arse. We’ve been through this already. Besides… they knew Momo. If he trusted them, why shouldn’t we?

“I don't know if I am as good as you think I am.” False. False. False. False. False. False—


… Amending. Threat asessment: tolerable. Happy?

Status report: no systems reporting happy.

“… You’re welcome to ’ave a look,” Osytha continues, after her nattering synapses reach their usual disgruntled consensus. She faces Krava’quiloor. And her expression is… not blank, exactly. But the woman looks as though she can’t figure out what she’s even feeling in the moment, let alone how to show it. “If you want. Don’t feel like you ought to, though. For me or Daev. Ah dursn’t want you pushin’ yersen too ’ard in your condition — especially not to fix my own bloody mistakes.”
 
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Lock has hid own resonance to maintain - condensed, linear. His and Krava's traversals of thought could be compared to a jellyfish swimming alongside a squid. But he also had something that she did not. Anxiety, fear, waryness, seemed to ease alongside the low rumbling purrs. As if he plucked the outside negatives and they got lost in the fur.
Which was, unfortunately, still quite dirty.

At least the little potato with uneven ears was now mellowed out on his arm and didn't wiggle, only occasionally lazily slapping into the fur with the tail when the bleary eyes opened and the mutt ensured his important person was still there.

Lock sat besides the two, his big figure providing somewhat of a shelter from the wind, and his resonance quietened to a hum in the background as the green-tinted eyes closed. Catnap, perhaps, only the bushy tail wrapped around the legs tapped Guffy now and then like a patient maid with a touch-too-active toddler.


All of her limbs were long, despite the silhouette being small. Elongated, would be the word. The way gaps gaped in between folded limbs and empty spaces and the torso are a cause for concern with most living things. With her? Debatable.
Age did not matter as much when time did not matter as much, and time stopped mattering the moment decay slowed beyond a threshold.

"Why not blend? Comfort contributes to efficiency."

She did not rush, did not move, only pulled the crude fabric of the sailcloth and the blanket beyond it tighter around herself. She observed, She analyzed. It was a simple array of variables, loss.

"My elder was troubled, sometimes," the not-elf mused, trying to settle warmer in her temporary garments. "He'd lived a longer span. Seen more defeats and change. He taught me how to lessen grief within the hive by allowing someone like me to be its conductor. Think on it after I'm done with the brute trauma."

Her arm in that shiny seamless sleeve extended from the covers, and touched to the middle Osytha's forehead.

All thoughtways became quiet, as if the two were never there, and nothing ever was in the space between them but the briny sea wind.

And then, there was a brief tug, not even ache, and almost a feeling of movement in place. The feeling of awareness spread through the entire body, and Osytha could perhaps imagine, quite with ease, that she was floating, aware but not alert of every nerve and blood vessel and skin, the taste of saliva in her mouth, the pressure where the brain was bruised, the joints would pop and every fiber of muscle that was sore, every hair. The sensation dimmed quickly - it was clearly not the intent to share that awareness even in part. 'Excuse me. Anyway.'

'Ooh. Very well. Ordinarily imperfect build, let's recalibrate metabolism real quick for the procedure so your fatique doesn't keep making its own buzz in the corner, dampen response here, promote some enzymes to be formed here, this is easy fix...'
The soreness begun to dissipate together with the beating of the heart, like someone was pulling the pain out of the body, off the body.

'I want a bath...'
A small pitiful whine of utter disgust in this world of contaminants that was quickly smothered by engaged curiosity.
'Everything is so dusty and moldy, I could cry.'

'Oh, found a few blemishes inside the eyes and a slight asymmetry in the response, let's brush that up a bit.'
Osytha's vision blurred ever so faintly, and then became clearer than it had ever been, refocusing light to dark with ease.
'Let's make some more of those cones while I'm in here so they last you longer... alright. Lots of things in the brain around that bruise.'

She forgot she was not talking, and so the thin-lipped mouth hung slightly open, the green eyes looking into a spot above Osytha in utter concentration - but it was not visuals that were relied on, clearly. It was that point of contact of a thin index finger pad with Osytha's forehead.

The hurt itself felt warmer, less. Hair felt like it wasn't the wind that moved it.
'Found why the blood was not pressuring right. There.' Something like almost a wet click, but no other feeling, when something became whole again.

The index finger was no longer touching skin, and Krava'quiloor retracted it, glazed over look focusing on Osytha's face.
The awareness ceased, there was an outward tide that carried bouyant minds and didn't intrude on inner thoughts even if they were resonating outward. By choice of personal sentiment, perhaps.

The headache was most certainly gone, along with a couple tweaks so minor that Krava no longer recalled what exactly had been optimized. She did normalize the metabolism back and that's what mattered.
"Don't be silly. Those are tiny, small changes that use native materials and body's own production quotas, my morphing effort is minimal and targeted a few benign growths that didn't do anything. That's nothing. Daev might be just a touch tricky when it comes to lost mass, but I've got it, I'll just match the weave patterns of his flesh from something else." By the end of it, the not-elf ran out of breath and almost wheezed the words out, before taking a long, deep breath in.

Rubbed her face with both hands, as if massaging rather than trying to remove irritants.
Sort of like a cat grooming.
Lock hid the mlep of the tongue on nose and huffed, looking away.

"How is it feeling? Head lighter?"
 
It all feels disconnected. As though she — the thinking part of Osytha — has been taken outside herself to watch, curiously, over Krava’quiloor’s shoulder as the not-elf tinkers under her hood. Happening to a different ‘her’; detached. Which is probably for the best.

“How is it feeling? Head lighter?”

Osytha blinks reflexively as the BIOS of her mind boots back up. Hytheness’ seascape comes flooding back in — as do all the memories of that last minute spent under Krava’s spell, lining up to be processed by her re-tuned grey matter.

“Ah feel—”

Something like almost a wet click

People are not meant to feel ‘wet clicks’ inside their own brain. Doesn’t matter if it hurts or not. It’s just not right.

“—feel like… Ah jus’, need a moment…”

Her eyes adopt a distinctly unfocused, queasy quality, staring out at nothing much from more-pale-than-normal face of hers. Osytha carefully, slowly, leans herself back until she’s laid out flat on the ground, with her vacant stare pointed right up at the sky.

“Urgh,” she remarks.

A whole-body shiver distresses its way down to her very toes. But, apart from this touch of psychosomatic nausea… Osytha’s head is feeling lighter. And sort of, better in general. The pounding migraine is all gone, her thoughts are flowing easier, and even the weariness has lost its edge. Something else is different, too. The longer she stares blankly upward, the more certain she becomes of it.

Has yon sky allus been so… blue?

Osytha extends an arm out before her, up toward the heavens. Twists the hand at its terminus this way and that as she angles it against the light, her eyes drinking in every detail.

“Oh.” Twist, flex, hold. Frown. “My word.”

The colours are all… not different, as such. But, more. Richer, and the nuances between them now that much more glaring. Little blemishes across her skin standing out bolder than they had, as do the blue branches of veins. The vibrant blush of pink on her knuckles. Further, her vision is adjusting its focus more quickly and more sharply than before. It’s a small change, overall. Yet such a fundamental one as to be jarring.

“Ah hope you din’t mess around wi’ too much while you was in there.” Osytha sounds a little reproachful at the thought. Curls her fingers back up, then lowers the arm. “Sorry,” she continues, in a milder tone of voice. “Ah’m bein’ ungrateful. Um… Ah does feel a great deal improved, aye. Thank you.”

And yet — it feels like she’s lost something. Even if she doesn’t understand what Krava’quiloor meant by ‘cones’ or an ‘asymmetry in her response’, Osytha can’t deny that her eyesight has definitely improved. But, well — everything’s going to look just that little bit different than it used to, every one not quite like themselves. Her family, a little less familiar. And that makes her oddly sad.

“Take away the armor and the title and the oath and all I’d lose is a description. I’d still recognize you.”

For a while, Osytha just lies gazing up at a featureless sky, content for the ocean wind to keep on speaking in her stead. She doesn’t want things to change. But they have changed. There are seventeen dead bodies down on that beach, up to thirty-three more unaccounted for. Life is about to change in the most awful, unimaginable way for a lot of families out there.

Gods, she’d been so young. Her life must have felt like it was only just beginning. It makes no sense, she knows there isn’t a reason to the capriciousness of the sea. Somehow, that only makes it worse — having nothing to latch onto which could explain why. Why those hazel eyes are clouding over, here, but a stone’s throw away down this beach. Why any of them are lying down there. Why…

The wind stings her eyes while she stares upward. Osytha doesn’t feel much need to blink, though. Even as its cold touch coaxes out the beginnings of tears, her unseeing gaze doesn’t falter.

“… Have you suffered much of et, then?” The question comes whispered out between her lips, though it doesn’t stop at being spoken. “Grief?”
 
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The not-elf bundled back up in an attempt to retain warmth, sensing Lock shift behind her and provide his insulated side for her comfort. She let Osytha lie down on the rocks, and adjust to the sensory improvements. Caught the thoughts filtering through the mind's eye, idly, like an off-handed comment, here and there. Things conveyed, and... not conveyed. The wonder - and the apprehensive sadness.

"You don't have to be grateful," the not-elf spoke up quietly. "We are repaying the kindness shown to us. Besides, as the fleshweaver of the Creed, it is my expertise and function. My pride and joy, if you like. And I get to practice it in symbiosis not as often as I would like, so..."

She trailed off, the tides peaceful, the eyes like spheres of chrysoprase relaxed and distant. It was hard to tell where she was looking, only that her expression was a touch absent.

They didn't have to die. But there was a choice, to try and save them all without repairing the ship - or to let some die and repair the ship. The choice was not made. The storm made it then.
It seeped through the cracks unbidden, and the thoughtwave receded, tucking the sentiment away. Foolish boy.

"Grief." She repeated the word out loud.

There was no flurry of imagery, silence, absence of thoughtflow that could convey Krava's attitude or inner sense about the notion.

"There once was a city," the not-elf said. She was silent, for a while. "I remember each name, each function, each ambition. I remember the girl and her dog and the route they took to the docks each morning. I remember the cradle for the child that could only survive by my hand, his name was Herbert. It is gone now."

A slow, long sigh.
"If that does not count - I once attempted to make more of the Creed, and the one that survived out of six is... somewhere. No contact. They were made to contradict, to rebel, to seek new paths, and so did just that."
The thin legs slowly unfolded, slung over the edge of the cliff, and Krava put her head on Lock's lap, opposite of Guffy who immediately attempted to boop his wet nose into her forehead, or lick it. Caught the snow leopard's tail, and pulled it over her waist like a comforter blanket.

"Then... My elder had gone into the long dream, as we have accrued so much failure that his wounded mind begun to crack - an indescribably dangerous notion for one of us, you see. I carry his dormant imprint. A gravestone with a theoretically still living mind, that would awaken only once our goal sees enough progress... by my hands alone."
Her eyes also focused on the sky, tone dulled, but full of soft affection.
"I grieved Lock when he was just a little jelly, slashed apart by those who came to slay or take me. I put him back together, you see, so many times that my mind now has a niche for him to reside if he is ever slain. A true familiar if ever there had been."

Lock rumbled low, and let Guffy wiggle out of his hand to run back to Osytha, sensing the distress and clearly intending to help in any way he licked how.

"Grief... I grieve those from a hungrier strain, too, I suppose. They are still alive, but their minds and ambitions are spearheading a catastrophic route that will destroy them. I don't enjoy loss, but I suppose that you start to see patterns of error after the first hundred faces you remember keenly. The shared flaws in their choices, despite the differing circumstances. And the consequences of those flawed choices on others. I am trying to arrive to lack of apprehension, I guess. It is all within design. I have to accept that flawed people will make flawed choices, and that other people may die because of those, or I will go insane. I also have to not be one of either. Do you find this agreeable?"
 
“‘Agreeable’…?”

Not quite the word I’d use for it.

Parameters (‘agreeable’): adjective, comparable. From ‘agree’ (verb) + ‘-able’ (adjective-forming suffix). Commonly used to describe something as not just acceptable, but pleasingly so, as well.

Osytha allows darkness to swallow the sky at last. Then it’s just the salty sea wind across her body, hard rocks jabbing along her back, and a small, very intrusive pink tongue giving her lots of kisses along her neck and jaw. Guffy is scooped up and rested on her belly before he can quite plant one of those smooches on her mouth, and placated with the eager return rub-scritch-wrestle of her hands.

“You told me you acted as a conductor,” Osytha goes on while she wrangles her happy pup. “For grief. Sae Ah just… wondered. What et’s been like for you.”


Spare a thought for others, before I disappear into my own self-pity.

Directive: understand.

Query: ‘creed’, ‘elder’, ‘strains’… ‘foolish boy’?

It sounds like Krava’quiloor has been doing this for a long, long time. Osytha remembers the weariness she’d seen in the aftermath of her unthinking aggression. How she’d robbed them of one more scant remaining piece of hope. She’s been a Knight of Anathaeum for all of five years, and already her own fire of resolve is a guttering, waning thing. How much more have these two had to endure? And how much lonelier have they found themselves, in trying to carry their own dying flame?

“Ivvery loss, ivvery failure… et teks summat¹ from me.” Osytha speaks evenly, softly. Relying on the soothing feel of Guffy’s pelt under her hands to keep her grounded. “Ah don’t feel those pieces comin’ back, neither. An’ yet, Ah can’t do this job if at least a part of me dursn’t care. Sae Ah keep offerin’ missen up. Tryin’ to unnerstand when et’s worth t’ risk of gettin’ burned again, an’ when to mek peace with t’ inevitable instead. Lest Ah give sae much away that Ah end up like your Elder Driddozual, or any number of other Knights whom Ah ken from my own life.”

The dense little nugget on her chest settles somewhat under her touch. Osytha knows it’s a volatile peace, though — all she need to is make eye contact and he’ll be launching up to her face, tail whipping and seeking to shower her in slobbery affections. Her own little familiar, isn’t that how Lock had put it? She risks a little motion, then; to open her eyes and angle her head toward the other pair. There’s Krava, relaxed from her prior upright pose and melting under Lock’s fluffy tail. Osytha is glad to see that, having caught a glimpse of how much fatigue still plagues the not-elf’s body. And in Lock… yes, she can see a certain Guffy-esque quality to the fellow. That fervent loyalty coupled with a boundless, somewhat unthinking, energy. And so much affection.

“Sounds as though you wasn’t allus sae fluffy, Lock,” Osytha remarks. Luxurious, snow white fur… it reminds her of someone. Of how it had felt to have his tail wrapped around her waist as they strolled on through an endless autumn day. Her hand finds the crown of Guffy’s smooth head, and eases it down with another soothing stroke. “Is that what you meant by ‘tiny like you were’? When you was this… ‘jelly’?”

It conjures to mind, well, something like a moon jellyfish. A round, transparent shape pulsing lazily along, tendrils drifting aimlessly along behind him. This little thing glued to Krava’quiloor’s side, same as Guffy joyfully dogs her own heels. Sharing a bond that is so simple and sincere a thing, yet which runs so deep as to defy easy description.

And someone had hurt him. When he was tiny, like Guffy is.

Osytha feels very, very angry about that. For a moment, before she lets the feeling go. Maybe it’s presumptuous to feel that way on their behalf. Besides, she doesn’t feel like she has it in her to keep that kind of fire stoked right now. All those emotions, likely they’re coming, and coming hard. But for now… despite everything that Krava’quiloor has set right inside her body, she’s never felt so tired in her life.



¹ A possibly useful lexicon of dialectal terms & spelling:
  • ‘Summat’ — ‘something’.
  • ‘Sae’ & ‘seea’ — both mean ‘so’, but with ‘seea’ indicating greater stress. One might use ‘sae’ when it is but a simple coordinating conjunction, e.g. “Mary went up t’ ginnel sae she might avoid t’ crowds.” Alternatively, when it is more the focus of a sentence, then it might instead appear as the latter, e.g. “Our Mary can’t bide crowds,” “Is that seea?”
  • ‘Missen’ — ‘myself’. ‘Sen’ means ‘self’, so you’ll see various iterations: thissen (thy self), yersen (your self/selves), ussen (ourself/ourselves)… etc.
  • ‘Allus’ — ‘always’.
 
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Everyone grieved in their own ways, taste of the thoughts like seawater, bitter, carrying parts that could only benefit those who handled them well. Krava dangled her cold feet, drummed heels against the rock dully. Fingers sank into the warm tail that snaked around her, alongside her, trying to provide more cover. Lock himself sat with all four hands interconnected, seemingly content to meditate for the moment while the others spoke.

Pleasing. No. Survivable.
Something you could acknowledge without sinking into thoughtwaves and letting them tangle because of feelings - before you let yourself feel it through, and then move on.
There was no romance in grieving forever, no good thing. Grief wasn't the same as missing someone. Grief came from denial. Denial of things not as they should be.
It demanded. It did not build new, it did not mend broken, it did not acknowledge anything that was.
A marker- of a body, mind, ramming into the new reality before adjusting.


"It is a wave directed, released against a tall cliff. Emotions are powerful things... if the will is weakened, it can consume the proxy. But I have always been will-ful." Krava was quiet for a moment. "Humans have a set of receptors that, when they observe someone else get a splinter, try to mimic the experience in their own brain. It's something like that. I learned a lot without needing to make the same mistakes or watch someone make them."

Spare a thought for others, before I disappear into my own self-pity.
A gentle reproach, no shame, crest of thought wrapping around almost like an embrace.
The air settled between breaths of wind, touched by the ghostly bloom of round-petalled yellow flowers that were never there.
She listened, quietly, legs slowly folding under the fabric to keep them from wind. Very cold. Restoring nerve tissue took time.
What did this good knight suffer through, so far, she wondered. How many near-deaths. How many swings of the sword that did not feel quite right, quite just, quite strong enough to accomplish things? How much meaning was wasted by being put into dead things?

"I will not tell you whether your vocation is for you," Krava'quiloor offered. "You know it's not doing you any favors. It would help if you had zeal. Truly blind, grandiose belief in the righteousness of your decision. But that is not for you. Putting so much heart to invest into the colors of the dead must be troublesome, wrenching, exhausting, leaving you alone, perhaps with an impression that no one else can understand finality of some things to the degree of the one who can also deal it."

She sighed.

Lock opened one eye, then the other, ran a tongue over the teeth, inhaling loudly through the leathery nose.
"I was not fluffy always, no. I guess my new forrm is parrrt fancy on the lady's parrt." His big head tilted to look at Guffy. "I was smarrter than yourr little minion. The lady grrew up in my carre, not the otherr way arround." A slight fluffing up of jowls, a proud puff of the chest. "Did syrrr grew up with Gufferrs, orr the other way?"
 
A mighty wave against a sturdy cliff. Riding all that surging force… only to dash asunder ’gainst the hard rock of reality. And you along with it. Troublesome, wrenching, exhausting. How many times can you break like that and pick yourself back up again?

And yet…

“Ah don’t reckon grief mun be a dead end.” Osytha heaves back up into a sitting position, cross-legged and wrestling Guffy upside down into her lap. A playful tussle betwixt knight’s hands and squirming pup erupts fresh. “If Ah understood less of loss, ’appen Ah’d not know to treasure what Ah still have, as et deserves to be treasured. An’ grief… can connect. Ah’d rather be nay stranger to et, if that means Ah could stand beside another who’s hurtin’, an’ help them feel even just a little less alone.”

Maybe that’s the advantage of a professional life expectancy in the single digits. I can afford to ride the strongest waves, the highest ones, and not worry about what comes after. Simply do all I can with what I have, while I have it.


And all the while, Guffers wriggles on his back, snorts, play-snaps at the air and his own curly tail, there nestled in folded thigh and calves. His billiard-ball brain blissfully void of the concepts of mortality, impermanence, and loss. Or, so it seems in the moment. Whatever Osytha sees in that simple, earnest face, it’s making her smile.

“I was smarrter than yourr little minion. The lady grrew up in my carre, not the otherr way arround. Did syrrr grew up with Gufferrs, orr the other way?”

“Oh?” Osytha looks up at the other two, her expression half surprise, and the other half contrition. “Sorry. Ne sure why Ah assumed… er. Well, concernin’ Guffers ’ere — Ah reckon ’e wasn’t even a year owd when Ah found ’im on t’ streets of Cloud’s Keep. That were a couple of years ago, an’ he en’t much left my side since then.” She looks down at the creature tying itself into a pretzel there, and adoration lights up her face. “He’s a mite bigger than ’e used to be, but Ah can’t honestly say he’s any brighter.”

When she looks back up to Lock and Krava’quiloor, Osytha notes again how the latter is burrowing into the former, and the way she’s trying to use that big fluffy tail as a shield against the sea breeze.

“Do you want to try my gambeson on?” she asks. “Et’s mighty warm. That, or Ah’ve a wool cloak wi’ my saddlebags. That’ll be a fair sight more cosy than your current ane.”
 
"Hmh. Some days I'm not sure it isn't the same for Lock. Darling as he is." the not-elf sighed, and there was love for simpler creatures in that sigh.

She looked at the crescent at the crest of the wave distort and disperse into foam as the shuffling tide swept across the beach below.
"Most creatures stomach grief poorly, and rip themselves apart, but you have been carrying it well. Still, you are tired, and someone needs to be here when you falter." A moments pause. Her voice was quiet, carried across the wind blunted. "I'm sorry. About Momo, and the girl. If you prefer to grieve alone, that is amenable."

Lock hummed a purr that clicked pleasantly somewhere at the top of the chest. "But we will help you, syrr."

Why have you come to this line of work? It's not what your mythos carries about valor, victories and a clear-cut story where the hero always knows a dragon is a dragon and just to be slain. Mostly not.

Query: self-destructive patterns - cause?

Reasoning: sentiment in response to rapport.

can you take us with you? being on our own is against everything.

Krava shook her head slowly. Her stick-like legs bent slowly, pulling closer to her torso. Immediately, Lock's tale swept out, cradling the entirety of the not-elf in a circle.
"Everything is contaminated," she rued. "I can take care of your attire, but we are going to need some deep cleaning once the work is done. It will be good as new, and I cannot modify dead matter, however comfortable or well-spun - but what I can do is make it clean as when it was first made. You'll get into that bath come supper. And I will borrow that cloak, thank you."

A flash of some different association from 'vessel with water' - something more like a pea pod, liquid thick like jelly yet breathable, warm, evaporating cleanly on contact with air.

"We would like to rrequest," the not-beastkin piped up, "That if bandits come to accost the locals for loot from the ship, or any such ting, we deal with them. Ourrr way."

"Want to ride Lock's arm down-cliff?" the not-elf's mouth tilted in a smirk. "He's very soft and reliable on sheer heights, and has a couple arms to spare. And surefooted! Like a mountain go-ack!" The tail thwapped her on the stomach from above, clearly knocking some wind out.

Why did I make you so strong.
So I can carry you both back to the beach? The round eyes still had that blue to them behind the green sheen, and were as innocent as a kitten's. He was forgiven immediately, and bowed his head into the hand that gave scritches around the ears and behind the jowls.
I want my clothes back. I liked that yellow.
After the pyres and cleaning.

A sigh in response.
 
Why have you come to this line of work? Yeah, she’s been wondering that herself. Young, bright-eyed Osytha had been ready to sally forth and slay dragons all day long. That fantasy of being a knight, however, had fallen very, very short of the reality. She’s never slain a dragon, and these days, she’s not sure she would want to. Osytha much prefers sharing the monastery with one, and getting to see old Norvyk grace the skies in stormflight.

If you prefer to grieve alone…

“Nay. Thank’ee, but… Ah’m glad for your company.” Osytha sets her eyes to the sea, which continues to send its gusts to tease dark strands loose across her face. “Don’t think Ah want to be alone now, either.”

“Loneliness diminishes us,” so I told thee. I thought I was lonely after thou departed’st, Momo, but now… is this real? I always hoped we’d meet again some day. Will I truly never get to see thy face—?


Osytha gently drags the little dog out her lap, righting him on rough pale rock slanting away at her side. While Guffy busies himself with a good scratch, his rear leg kicking away at a satisfying-looking spot below his ear, Osytha rises to her feet. She gives the maritime horizon a few more seconds of contemplation; watching white gossamer crests of waves over bottle greens and sunken blues, stretching out to a neat, perfect demarcation against smooth sky.

“In truth, Ah did believe et’d be all dragon-slayin’ when Ah first joined t’ order. Then Ah grew up. Now… well, now Ah’m figurin’ aht what’s keepin’ me at et. If there’s more reason than t’ oath Ah swore.” Krava and Lock are treated to a brief, weary smile, then. “A bath sounds grand. Let’s get you that cloak, then wrap up here on t’ beach. An’, afterwards… if you want us to continue on together for a bit…”

“I think you were right earlier. About roads and companionship. The journey feels less lonely than it did before.”

“… Ah wouldn’t mind that at all.” Osytha clambers back toward the drop, hands and shoes set to seeking out holds amidst the marlstone. “’Appen we can talk abaht et while Ah work. Ah’ll manage gettin’ down missen, ta — but if you could tek Guffers wi’ you, Ah’d be grateful.”

Not sure I want to be so close to all that white fluff. Not sure I want to be reminded. Not right now.
 
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Something that is mildly proffered as 'long ago', which in Krava terms might mean any amount of time from several decades on. She did not know if the people were still there, but there was a need to share something, like an antique from times where everything was different.

Mountain peaks, air thin and crisp, glistening frost spreading in feathers and sparkling in the breath. Slate-gray with streaks of white and grassy-brown of the tiny, sparse shrubbery. It was an elevation devoid of most things but one goat a way's away on the next cliff over. It stood across a miles-deep gap with no care in the world, its sandy, shaggy fur coat the first splotch of color.

The angle of vision turned, and the focus was no longer the cliffs, but a settlement. Krava's vague awareness of minds just at the range of her tidal perception, dozens of people.
People were not the focus this time. There was a tower like an elongated physalis given a twist skyward. Deep, blue-gray contour, and myriads of colored - glass? - forming an elaborate colorwork that descended in an alternating, ornamental gradient to the base of the structure. Golden yellows deep as honey, sky blues that were ocean-emerald where the shade fell, purples as bright as auroras with a faint amber aura. The few segments that were white were carefully inscribed with something that looked like silver-white thread.

How could glass be so thick, or to withstand the weather? There was no artificer's tower nearby, and the settlement, while organized and tidy, did not seem elaborate in a way that weaving could have made it. No clockwork. No shroud rock.

In the houses, sturdy, half-built into the cavern, dangled the windcatchers, rotated the shiny decorations, the sparkling glass and matte, white bone with a slight seafoam hue mixed in the grooves. In the sunlight, that second material shone with a soft iridescence... perhaps only visible to Krava herself, as this material, to her, still lived.

'They don't admit anyone but those with a token of trust. They live by oaths sworn and could read the oaths carried. Caution is the first step in guarding what they have.'

An image of a talisman, like a blunted claw with a row of holes on the bow of the long side. The knowledge of how the wind whistled through those holes, at this height, at a particular pitch. The understanding that the material was wyvern bone.

The horizon line was dizzyingly low underfoot. And it shifted even lower - out of one of the caverns, large wings spread, and the vision followed the texture of the rich blue leather tightly spread, with darker veins thrumming power, leather harness creaking as the rider resting a hand on the thing's long neck. A wyvern.

Wind whistled and whirred around the helmet of the rider, elongated like a beak, the harness structured to shield against the most bitter of the winds.
The sky sprawled like finest silk, impossible uniform blue in every direction that was up and then some.

'The young one. Small. Temperamental.'

The beasts didn't get duller with age, but some gained a more pronounced pattern.
They bred much slower in captivity, and for the best - to nurture, study, understand the needs that any larger animal would have respected, and train them in the margins, was an exceedingly difficult task, not to mention the things lived a little longer than a century and would only form bonds with their wyrmling-siblings and two or three people in their entire lifetime. It was a slow, patient process, that tolerated no arrogance.

Nothing that was larger than a horse and had a neck length to reach to its own back tolerated arrogance, as a rule.

The tribe still held rite of passage in stealing an egg from a wild nest, where clutches came in threes. One could balk with understandings of the civilized world, but... the rite kept the wyvern population lower, low enough to maintain the natural flourishing in everything that lay below.

'It's their spit, not fire. The Shroud is much thinner in the region, and the veil much thicker, you see.'

The leathery-winged mounts had to cleanse, from time to time, like owls and cats. They drooled, hacked, and barfed up pellets of things they could not metabolize. That bile was gathered in bowls made of wyvern egg shells - it soaked through stone and sand alike, made the former malleable like clay and made the latter thicken and stick tighter, emanating heat, until it became clear...



The tide receded. She missed that place, where the tribe operated on a gruff, efficient logic that didn't have time for pretences or the sicknesses of the mind. Still, no names, and no location.
'I gave them some of the understanding. Long ago. But most of it, they have cultivated themselves.'

Krava stretched, almost punching Lock into the massive jaw with her bird-like fist.

"If there’s more reason than t’ oath Ah swore."

Krava's large eyes squinted gently.
"A little enlightenment hurt a lot of people for good."
She moved with purpose, but Lock moved faster, grabbing her into a swiping hold. Krava settled her spine along the crook of the elbow, content, and still elevated the index finger pointedly, refusing to clarify whether that was to emphasize some thought that was shared more privately, or pointing the direction.

Guffy was then delivered with the other massive arm into her lap, relaxing from a single touch despite being a squirmy sausage in anyone's hands and rightly so, being a pup of great growing power. Though perhaps not when it came to making his brain less pearl-like.

The not-beastfolk grinned at Osytha. Jowls lifted, lips parted showing rows of teeth. He was happy. So it took a couple moments before Lock realized it must be the face of a demon snarling, to most observers.
"Oh, sorry. Different. Err."
He inhaled, and let rumble a short purr. There. All better.
"See you at the bottom, Oseetha syrr."

And then he demonstrated what the tail was for, balancing precise, wide sideways jumps with a swoosh and a flick well-timed, and then using his upper arms to guard and grab, same as his legs, fluff between toes gathering stone dust, muscles smoothing and softening the impact of the landing, even with added weight of one not-elf and one small lopside-eared radish.

One.

Two.

Rock crumbled, claws dug in harder, sliding out of the sheaths, pink meat of the claw visible through texture.
Krava didn't even open her eyes from what seemed like a beginning of a nap. Perhaps her vestibular was as tightly under control as the functionality of her limbs when it came to energy preservation. Perhaps snuggling into soft things was her favorite past time.

Three.

Once he landed, on all four limbs, on the sand below, Lock looked up, ready to go vertical some bounds and help Osytha keep the footing on the descent. He was getting hungry again, whiskers scrunching for a moment.

"Syrr doing well therr?" he called out, over the wind whispering and the waves shuffling forth and ebbing once again.
 
“Jus’ gradely, ta,” she calls back, yet working her way down rather more cautiously in her pace. White rockface scratches and crunches in response to every fresh hold and shift of her weight.

Brussen bloody show-off…

Assessment: inferiority complex detected.
Query: purge? [Y/N]

But it’s not too long before Osytha judges herself close enough to the awaiting scramble of crumbled boulders and rocks. She swings her left side out, right hand and foot still clinging to the purchases they’ve found on the cliff-face. A moment’s calculation before she tenses, pushes off, sails away and down toward a great hunk of chalk. Her left foot grinds into it as long as it takes her to coil the leg and spring back the other way, and with a hop-pounce-skip, she rides gravity like wending river down to the crisp crackle of sand under her shoes.

“I,” she declares, straightening up, “am a mite famished.”

Now that the headache’s gone, so too seems to be the nausea. Osytha’s refusal of a ride down is only in part because Lock’s white fur feels a little too reminiscent of him in this moment; the other reason is that she is rather relishing the prospect of putting her re-tuned body through its paces. She feels unshackled, sort of. Almost like she could fly if she tried.

To fly… Osytha blinks, and that flash of dark, barren peaks is waiting behind her lids. A people who have come to some sort of balance with their fearsome skyfaring neighbours. Not quite leaving them to ply the Wylds unchecked, but certainly not yoking them into complete servitude, or driving them from homes they might have had long before humans scaled those heights. Sometimes she wonders what it must be like for Petra to ride through the skies upon Norvyk, and now she pictures being one of those wyvern-knights setting out into the chill alpine air. And quickly stops.

She’s never been great with heights. Besides, Osytha already feels like she falls off horses too much as it is, so she has no business sitting astride any flying creature. But, it’s a nice concept, as a whole. Just the kind of practice the order teaches its knights about respecting the Wylds; “Harm not the bear nor the wolf, the eagle nor the crow, they urged.” Do not condemn a thing simply for its nature, dangerous or not. Or… so she always had believed to be the order’s tenet…

Osytha opens her eyes again, and re-focuses ahead of her. Yes, along with the pounding headache, so too has that wretched queasy band around her stomach lifted, which is rousing and making its grumbling demands. So, she strides forward toward Forbítter, letting the dappled grey welcome her back with a snorf and snuffle, before stepping past to her saddlebags.

First thing she procures is the aforementioned ‘cloak’: a large unstitched square of sturdy wool known as maud or shepherd’s plaid, which one can wear as cloak if so desired, but can be draped in all manner of fashions as befits weather and work, and which may also double as a blanket or ground-sheet. This one is woven in alternating threads of undyed hodden browns and a rich blue woad, their uneven lines intersecting and overlapping to create odd blocks of variously melded and pure hues—

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Osytha stands out the way, to the side of the humble room. Not so humble as all that, however, as it still has to accommodate the big, four-poster loom at its centre. She watches Mrs Weaver pedal with mechanical timing, clacking the shafts into alternate positions, and passing a shuttle deftly along the new weft after each progressive step. Dozens, hundreds of threads, perhaps, interlocking with the simple push of a foot. Two pedals for plain weaves, another four for the twill with which the Leah’s traditional brown-and-blue shepherd’s plaid is made. Osytha had watched the painstaking set-up as well; stretching out the warp, passing each thread of weft through the reed and heddles, and now it all ties together in a way she cannot wrap her mind around, as much as she watches it.

The same cloth that had kept her warm and dry all those years in the village, and only now, twenty years on, did she look down at her cloak and wonder:
how? Only now has she bothered to ask if she could see how it was done, and what a wonder is this device. This is how it was done, and these are the people who clothed that ungrateful little child, who wrapped her up safe in village colours…


—Osytha offers it forward, either to drape Krava’quiloor herself or allow one of them to do so if preferred. And dangling from a finger is a polished brooch of curling, whorled steel, to clasp it closed about the not-elf’s shoulders. More memories to that, of someone like a father fashioning its cherry-red gauge into ornate little curls and scrolls for her. A piece of home for a little girl to take with her when she left, so maybe it didn’t feel quite so far away as all that.

“Hope et’s alreight if Ah tek a minute to eat summat,” ventures Osytha, feeling another pang ripple through her empty belly. “’Appen you can fill me in while I does that… earlier on, did Ah ’ear you say there’s more danger inbound?”
 

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