Well, how about that? Osytha’s tomfoolery isn’t just her having a bit of fun with the man; she’s quite curious to see how Syr Sabinian chooses to respond. Would he play along with the joke, even add a few embellishments of his own? Awkwardly laugh it off? Scoff at her frivolity?
His actual answer turns out to be much more interesting: the truth.
She listens in silence, rapt to every detail. Unicorn Bay sounds a very different place to Hræfn Leah; in the latter, women are most definitely not spared the ardours of mucking out animal pens, and such an abundance of sugar is hardly iconic of her home (though, Merifrith does keep a little at hand for very special guests to put in their tea¹).
Not learning to read and write until he was over a century old. Much longer than that before he understood the opportunities he’d wasted in his youth. It’s a long life for an elf, right? There’s always more time to put things off; always a tomorrow to do what you don’t feel like doing today. Until there isn’t.
Curious… a life like Sabinian’s sounds just like any other in that regard. Does it hurt that much more to look backward over six hundred years and wonder how much of that you squandered? Or does that regret hit everyone just as hard at the end of things, whether they were here for eighty years or eight hundred?
Perhaps it’s more about how much you took your tomorrows for granted that makes losing them all the more unbearable.
“I couldn’t even write my own name when I first got to Astenvale,” Osytha remarks. “I came to et a little owder than most other bairns do, so everyone my age could already read and write. In fact, they was ahead of me on pretty much everythin’. That’s when I realised all I’d been doin’ up to that point was playin’ around. Et were a tough pill to swallow for a headstrong child, I can tell you — an’ I ’ave to keep swallowin’ et every day, for the fact is, I’ll allus be tryin’ to catch up. Truth be told, back then… I came closer to callin’ et quits than I cares to admit.”
She looks over toward Sabinian. “I’m fain I stuck wi’ et, though, an’ I’m fain you did too. Even if et would’ve been easier to give up just so’s we could pretend we ’adn’t let all that time slip through us ’ands. ’Appen et were that much ’arder for you, an’ all.” Then, she flicks him a smile before turning back ahead. “But you’re ’ere now, wi’ us. An,’ well — you ever feel summat of yours is missin’, syr, you just come and see ol’ Osytha. I’ll allus ’elp you look for et.”
A thought strikes her, then — visibly causing her to perk up in her seat.
“Do tell, syr… you still try your ’and at bakin’ these days, perchance?”
¹ … and even then no one’s actually meant to use it, because there isn’t a self-respecting tea drinker alive who’d dream of sullying their lovely cuppa by adding sugar. But those godless little cubes still come out each and every time, right there alongside the milk (which is its own Thing) and biscuits, because that’s just what’s done. It’s half some kind of hospitality flex, half some unspoken test that lets these people recognise one another, maybe; a test where if you’re asked if you take sugar, the correct answer is ‘no thanks’ (correct-er than that is, of course, ‘I’m sweet enough already, doh ho ho’).
Osytha doesn’t know how old the cubes in her mother’s little sugar dish are, exactly; she just has an uneasy suspicion that it looks exactly the same as it did the day she first left for Astenvale.
His actual answer turns out to be much more interesting: the truth.
She listens in silence, rapt to every detail. Unicorn Bay sounds a very different place to Hræfn Leah; in the latter, women are most definitely not spared the ardours of mucking out animal pens, and such an abundance of sugar is hardly iconic of her home (though, Merifrith does keep a little at hand for very special guests to put in their tea¹).
Not learning to read and write until he was over a century old. Much longer than that before he understood the opportunities he’d wasted in his youth. It’s a long life for an elf, right? There’s always more time to put things off; always a tomorrow to do what you don’t feel like doing today. Until there isn’t.
Curious… a life like Sabinian’s sounds just like any other in that regard. Does it hurt that much more to look backward over six hundred years and wonder how much of that you squandered? Or does that regret hit everyone just as hard at the end of things, whether they were here for eighty years or eight hundred?
Perhaps it’s more about how much you took your tomorrows for granted that makes losing them all the more unbearable.
“I couldn’t even write my own name when I first got to Astenvale,” Osytha remarks. “I came to et a little owder than most other bairns do, so everyone my age could already read and write. In fact, they was ahead of me on pretty much everythin’. That’s when I realised all I’d been doin’ up to that point was playin’ around. Et were a tough pill to swallow for a headstrong child, I can tell you — an’ I ’ave to keep swallowin’ et every day, for the fact is, I’ll allus be tryin’ to catch up. Truth be told, back then… I came closer to callin’ et quits than I cares to admit.”
She looks over toward Sabinian. “I’m fain I stuck wi’ et, though, an’ I’m fain you did too. Even if et would’ve been easier to give up just so’s we could pretend we ’adn’t let all that time slip through us ’ands. ’Appen et were that much ’arder for you, an’ all.” Then, she flicks him a smile before turning back ahead. “But you’re ’ere now, wi’ us. An,’ well — you ever feel summat of yours is missin’, syr, you just come and see ol’ Osytha. I’ll allus ’elp you look for et.”
A thought strikes her, then — visibly causing her to perk up in her seat.
“Do tell, syr… you still try your ’and at bakin’ these days, perchance?”
¹ … and even then no one’s actually meant to use it, because there isn’t a self-respecting tea drinker alive who’d dream of sullying their lovely cuppa by adding sugar. But those godless little cubes still come out each and every time, right there alongside the milk (which is its own Thing) and biscuits, because that’s just what’s done. It’s half some kind of hospitality flex, half some unspoken test that lets these people recognise one another, maybe; a test where if you’re asked if you take sugar, the correct answer is ‘no thanks’ (correct-er than that is, of course, ‘I’m sweet enough already, doh ho ho’).
Osytha doesn’t know how old the cubes in her mother’s little sugar dish are, exactly; she just has an uneasy suspicion that it looks exactly the same as it did the day she first left for Astenvale.