Hanae Hirawa
blooming blossom
Hanae looked at Kishi with pity. So, he was the same as them as well. It did bring forth the question she had asked Shinobuu before he had left. First, she had angered Hiei, then Shinobuu. She’d need to be careful unless she wanted to also anger Kishi. And as her debt was originally owed to him, though the loan was with Hiei, Hanae needed to choose her words more carefully.
“You’re mistaken if you think my body is the same quality as my face,” Hanae said. “But I understand that’s not the point you’re trying to make. Still, even you said so yourself that things grown with love taste better. Imagine how they would taste if I had grown them with resentment and bitterness.” Hanae had calmed her nerves enough to bring the tea to her lips finally. “I was born with hands that only know how to love, Kishi.” She paused, suddenly worried if perhaps she would anger Kishi now.
“You could’ve found a good client. I used to know a family who respected dragonkin. But that wouldn’t necessarily make things better, would it? Even if the client was good and kind to you, if you didn’t want it but felt like you had to… is that a choice?” She went to the desk, putting her cup down.
“You can keep the wine and everything else. Think of it as a gift. Maybe by paying respect to the descendant of a god, I’ll receive some good fortune. I’ll pay my loan off through other means.”
She watched him spring up like a spooked rabbit. And it happened at the worst possible time! It seemed like he was going to say it, say the words she so dearly hoped to hear.
When he stood up, she did as well, holding up her hands.
“Wait! Wait-wait-wait, Hiei.” Hinoka begged, coming off the seat and around the table in an attempt to block his flight. “You don’t have to decide now, today, or tomorrow. I understand it was a lot to ask, especially now, after all this time.” She made sure she wasn’t getting closer to him, even if she wanted to hold him tight in her arms.
Even if she wanted to nuzzle her face into the soft, warm crook of his neck while she played with his hair and caressed his jaw.
“I never stopped thinking of you. Every night, every morning, every dream, all were of you. All I’m asking now is that you consider my offer. I have proof that we could live a good life. We could get away from this city that sucks all the good out of life.” Hinoka promised, and in a moment of realization, pulled out her coin purse and took a silver piece. She placed it on the table.
“I’ll leave you be. I’ll be staying at the Sunflower Inn, if you… Well, you know.” Hinoka wasn’t sure how to best phrase the idea that he should visit, or visit her, if he was considering what she was suggesting to him. Again. For the second time. If he said no again…. She began walking away, but paused and looked over her shoulder. “I hope I haven’t upset you too much. Have a pleasant night, Hiei.”
“You’re mistaken if you think my body is the same quality as my face,” Hanae said. “But I understand that’s not the point you’re trying to make. Still, even you said so yourself that things grown with love taste better. Imagine how they would taste if I had grown them with resentment and bitterness.” Hanae had calmed her nerves enough to bring the tea to her lips finally. “I was born with hands that only know how to love, Kishi.” She paused, suddenly worried if perhaps she would anger Kishi now.
“You could’ve found a good client. I used to know a family who respected dragonkin. But that wouldn’t necessarily make things better, would it? Even if the client was good and kind to you, if you didn’t want it but felt like you had to… is that a choice?” She went to the desk, putting her cup down.
“You can keep the wine and everything else. Think of it as a gift. Maybe by paying respect to the descendant of a god, I’ll receive some good fortune. I’ll pay my loan off through other means.”
She watched him spring up like a spooked rabbit. And it happened at the worst possible time! It seemed like he was going to say it, say the words she so dearly hoped to hear.
When he stood up, she did as well, holding up her hands.
“Wait! Wait-wait-wait, Hiei.” Hinoka begged, coming off the seat and around the table in an attempt to block his flight. “You don’t have to decide now, today, or tomorrow. I understand it was a lot to ask, especially now, after all this time.” She made sure she wasn’t getting closer to him, even if she wanted to hold him tight in her arms.
Even if she wanted to nuzzle her face into the soft, warm crook of his neck while she played with his hair and caressed his jaw.
“I never stopped thinking of you. Every night, every morning, every dream, all were of you. All I’m asking now is that you consider my offer. I have proof that we could live a good life. We could get away from this city that sucks all the good out of life.” Hinoka promised, and in a moment of realization, pulled out her coin purse and took a silver piece. She placed it on the table.
“I’ll leave you be. I’ll be staying at the Sunflower Inn, if you… Well, you know.” Hinoka wasn’t sure how to best phrase the idea that he should visit, or visit her, if he was considering what she was suggesting to him. Again. For the second time. If he said no again…. She began walking away, but paused and looked over her shoulder. “I hope I haven’t upset you too much. Have a pleasant night, Hiei.”

