Carradine

Blackbird
Weaver
It wasn't much different than being in a cell, was it?

To pass the time, he'd counted the similarities. The smell of mold, cramped and unwashed bodies, with rotting wood surrounding him on all sides. The damp sensation against his backside as the splintered bench dug at his flesh through the saturated fabric of his trousers. The sound of muttering voices, languages foreign and broken as they carried fearful and worried messages between brothers and sisters bound by misery and desperation. The looming feeling that something was coming, and the fear in how unknown it was.

The only comfort one could truly take in such dismal affairs was the slow rolling of wheels against wet dirt beneath them, sending an unsteady, volatile vibration through the entirety of the shoddy wooden cart that carried no less than a dozen through a torrential downpour, sheets of rain battering against the meager cloth covering that vainly attempted to defend those inside from the water that ran through to soak their heads. All here by choice.

Crossing the border between North and South Ilica wasn't a feat any mundane type could easily accomplish, at least not without the proper paperwork or status. For those of particular desperation, the most common option was to catch a 'crosser' wagon across the lesser patrolled areas of the border, usually on a stormy or moonless night. After all, even if you were hardy enough to brave the wilds that divided civilization on your own, the local warlords and mercenaries on the Crown's take could be very persuasive in turning away the unwanted and unwelcome.

There were few more unwelcome in the North than Carradine.

It had been home, once. He'd been a killer for the Crown. The knife that the hooded man now polished in the dim light of a single, dying lantern had brought to him everything he'd ever wanted for in life, for the low price of independence and autonomy. Carradine himself became a kinfe, to be wielded by the royals who filled his pockets with every drop of blood spilt. How fitting, then, that just like every blade that begins to falter and choose its own course, he was just as quickly disposed of.

Your title has been stripped, and your properties revoked. The Kingdom of Altalusia hereby disavows any knowledge of you, and brands you an enemy of the crown.

Even now, he saw the letters on the page each time he closed his eyes, that pang of anger and regret surged up his spine like a stab in the heart. It was a welcome reminder that his still beat. If only he could say the same for his mind; What else but madness had led him to this? Smuggling himself back into a land that had branded him an enemy, on a wagon that barely held itself together through a storm so vicious it seemed the sea itself objected to his presence?

Maybe he knew the answer. Or perhaps the answers he sought could only be found beyond The Free States.

Home. Or what was left of it.
 
She would be damned if she let her father marry her off to some nasty old pig of a man. No way in hell. She had begged and pleaded with her father, but he was adamant. He had stated she was well beyond her prime, that she should be lucky that any man would take her at all. Lyra knew it all boiled down to money and status, but she cared so very little for such things.

The day of the wedding approached way too quickly for her liking; she spent the early morning furious at the world. It wasn't long before her room was invaded with servants. They washed her, plaited her hair, adorned her with jewelry and makeup. A heavily laced white wedding dress adorned her slender frame, weighing her down with its finery.

For what seemed like hours, she sat and waited. Her thoughts ran wild as she plotted and schemed and fantasized reprieve from this whole affair. Bells rang, and she knew the time was nigh, she was brought from her rooms, and her descent began. Upon reaching the double oaken doors that held her fate, she was left completely and utterly alone. The servants had other tasks, and her father had not yet arrived.

Her thoughts from earlier invaded her mind again. Could she really run from here? With her heart pounding and her chest heaving, she knew how to avoid this destiny. She cast panic-stricken eyes around her once more, the way was clear. All she had to do was run.

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Rain beat down her gown clad back, making the fabric even heavier as her horse heaved through the muck. She encouraged it to go faster, plastered against its brown hide. Her hair had fallen loose from its pins, her dress was a mess, but she was free. Lyra had no idea where she would go, or how she would get by, but right now she did not care. Laughter escaped her lips with the relief and was quickly shattered as her horse tumbled. The mud had become too slippery, her speed too quick.

She fell to the ground with the sound of rolling thunder to accompany her. Her horse fearfully reached its feet again and abandoned her on the ground. She couldn't fault it; she had fled in fear herself after all. She hoisted herself from the ground, her white dress full of mud and weighing a ton. If only she could be rid of the cumbersome thing, but she had nothing else with her.

She didn't know where to go, or what to do. She was alone on the road, no supplies to aide her. With a heavy sigh, she tried her best to bundle her skirts and proceed to slip and slide her way through the muck. After all, she wouldn't get anywhere by just sitting, and she never gave up without a fight.
 
There would be no return without hurdles. The road home was a graveyard of broken intentions. He hadn’t expected smooth passage, only to bleed slower on the way. The panicked shout of the driver cut through the steady drum of rain on canvas. The wagon lurched sideways, skidding in the mud, wheels groaning as they fought to hold their path. Something in the dark had startled the horses.

Carradine’s fingers clenched around the tang of his knife—tight, instinctive. Like a muscle long trained in betrayal.

The first obstacle.
Sooner than expected.

He rose from his seat, ignoring the gasps and muttered prayers of the others. Shadows huddled in fear—he moved like smoke between them. Fluid. Silent. The hooded man slipped from the wagon and into the storm, boots kissing mud like fog over graves. He circled the carriage with the poise of a predator reintroduced to familiar ground—drawn not by curiosity, but by inevitability.

“Damned crazy wench, standing in the middle of the road. On the border, no less!” The driver’s voice cracked with exasperation and, halting Carradine mid-step. He tilted his head, curious, eyes narrowing beneath the soaked rim of his hood. A woman? Strange. No one wandered this stretch without purpose—or without running from something.

The rain fell heavier now, each drop like a nail driven into the earth. With a low grunt of acknowledgment, Carradine moved past the wagon, his dark silhouette separating from the wheel-lit haze. He walked forward, steady and unhurried, the mud sucking at his boots with every step. Ahead, barely more than a shape draped in shadows, the figure stood—vaguely feminine, framed by rain and ruin.

What a tragic sight. And what worse luck than to meet him here: hooded, black-clad, stitched in death and soaked in omen.

She was caked in muck and misery, her fine silks drenched and clinging to her like burial wrappings. The mud had half-consumed her, dragging her into the road as though the earth itself wished to swallow her whole.

If she lingered much longer, it would.

Carradine reached out in silence, his hand cutting through the rain like a blade. His fingers found the crook of her elbow, firm, unyielding—as cold and impersonal as the storm beating down on them. Without a word, he shifted his weight and pulled.

He wasn’t massive, but he moved with the force of something forged, not born. The mud clung to her like it meant to keep her, like it knew she didn’t belong. But slowly, stubbornly, she loosened. One leg, then the other, until she stood wobbling but free.

He didn’t look at her. Just started walking, guiding her back toward the wagon with a steady grip and a gait that dared interruption.

"Either desperate," he muttered, voice like gravel underfoot, "or stupid."

He spared her a glance, rain sliding down the hard lines of his face.

"Going by what you’re wearing…"
A beat.
"I’d wager both."

@Lyra Swann
 
The darkness was her shroud, the rain her hymn, the mud was her grave. It clung to her, dragged her down. She was weary of the fight, but what else could she do now? There was nothing for miles, it was dark and stormy. There was no one to play her knight in shining armor now, not that she wanted that in the first place. Her chest heaved as she struggled to free herself, sobs lodged in her throat but never reaching the surface. She could do this, until she couldn't anymore.

Breath caught in her throat as the shrill cry from a startled horse reached her through the wind and rain. Her eyes strained as she squinted against the weather and the night. A wagon? What the hell were they doing out here now? It couldn't be anything good, but it was probably better than her current predicament.

A singular silhouette separated itself from the larger shadow, its movements slow and deliberate. She stared harder, as if that would make anything clearer to her. Had they been sent to retrieve her? Were the bandits? It could be anything, and she wondered if she would meet her end tonight. She carried nothing of value, other than the heavy silks that were stained and drenched to oblivion now. It mattered little now; the silhouette was upon her.

He spoke not a word as his arm sliced through the rain to clutch her elbow. Lyra too, kept her tongue still as she accepted his help. He began to pull her, strong and steady against the mud that continued to try and suck her down. It devoured the shoes on her feet, and she let the mire keep them. He had pulled her free, though her calves ached from the strain. They both stood silently still, and then he led her like the lost lamb she was.

His voice was low, barely perceptible in rain. Her eyes shifted to his, and then quickly away. His words filled her with shame, and she ducked her head in quiet admittance. He was no knight, and he wore no shining armor, but he had saved her an embarrassing end to a stupid plan. She clenched her jaw, chewing on what he had said as the approached the carriage. "Both." She acquiesced. "Thank you for helping me." She lowered her chin, letting him guide her still. She was exhausted, and she probably should have been more fearful, but she couldn't muster the energy for it.

@Carradine
 
She spoke of gratitude as though he'd been given a choice. The sullied swan had simply stranded herself in his path, right along the border between two regions. That he’d offered her even the barest courtesy was owed only to the dying ember of pity that still smoldered somewhere in his darkened soul. Her tears, her sobs, her mud-streaked skin, those were burdens she would have to reckon with on her own time, once she was no longer an obstacle.

Circling the wagon, the driver’s spiteful glare boring into their backs, Carradine hoisted her into the rear of the carriage. He said nothing as he climbed in after her, reclaiming his seat. If there was any silver lining to be found, it was that the pointed stares of the other passengers were no longer fixed on him. Now they lingered on the porcelain doll dragged through the mud, perfect and pristine if not for the grime, the regret, and the misery clinging to her.

A solid thump of his fist against the wagon’s side sent the wheels rolling once more. The carriage lurched forward, carrying Carradine toward the ruins of his past, and the stranger seated across from him away from the still-smoldering wreckage of her present. He could only hope there was more rattling around in that pretty little skull of hers than what she’d shown so far.

Silence flooded what little space remained inside the carriage, heavier and more unsettling than before. They had all been strangers already, but now one was an interloper; she hadn’t even paid the steep price the rest of them had. Strangely enough, the only one who seemed unbothered by her presence was the man who’d pulled her from the muck in the first place. After an hour, his dour gaze found her again, dark pools drinking in the dim lamplight.

“Change your mind?”
he muttered, gesturing toward her dress. “About the man?”

@Lyra Swann
 
Her sullen knight in drab clothing helped hoist her unceremoniously into the carriage and found his seat across from where she now planted herself. She could feel the heat from the gaze of others, and she lifted her quivering chin in defiance to it. Lyra wrapped her arms around her slender body as the carriage lurched onwards into the beckoning rain. The silence inside was suffocating, the only sounds were an occasional cough and the rain pounding the roof above them.

Her eyes skittered around her, never staying in one spot for long. She was wickedly uncomfortable, not even with the burning gazes, but her body was finally realizing that she was absolutely freezing where she sat. She tried to stop her teeth from chattering out of her skull and she felt like she looked every bit of the fool she very well could be.

What seemed like forever drenched in silence passed, when his voice startled her from her reverie. She met his cool gaze; her own returning look was a wary one. A fawn seated before a predator. It took her a moment to respond, still surprised he had even spoken to her again.

Delicate fingers plucked at the still sodden silk of her dress as she dropped her gaze, a wry smile on her face. "My father was determined to marry me to an old lecher of a man. I couldn't bear the thought of it, so I ran instead." She wasn't sure how much she should or shouldn't share, she was a coddled and sheltered girl out in the big scary wild. She hoped no one would take advantage of her being the spawn of nobility, but she didn't know these people. "I probably should have thought out my escape a little better, huh?" She looked up, a small grin on her lips as her eyes met his once more. "Where are we headed anyways?" She didn't really care, but a heads up would probably be a good idea.

@Carradine
 
It was a story heard often enough, especially among older, traditionalist families. It wasn't a change in the woman's heart that had led her to this perilous path, but an escape from the chains that held her. That was a noble cause, even if most people wouldn't admit it. There were too many souls stuck in the messes of yesterday, muddled in what was or what could have been.

Him included.

"Maybe. Maybe not." The man closed his eyes, finding nothing but eerie familiarity in the face looking back at him. "There's no better escape than to run, but run too far too fast and you risk losing your way." Or worse, running right back into the arms that had been strangling you in the first place. The stale, humid air around them seemed thinner now, the murmurs and whispers resuming, but with a sharper edge to the foreign tongues they spoke in.

It didn't take a scholar to put together that she was a noble. And runaway nobles fetched glimmering rewards, more often than not.

Carradine wondered if maybe he wasn't doing the woman a disservice bringing her aboard. Out there, she was only in the wilderness. In this wagon is where the animals could smell her. Not that he was particularly worried, of course. These people were meek and meager, not a match for him. If they wanted to waste his time trying to hurt her after he'd ruined his boots dragging her in here, they were in for a rude awakening.

"This carraige goes to Altalusia, but only just." Carradine did not outright say that they were all being smuggled in. Surely she could figure that out herself. His head tilted, lazy and catlike as he peered out of the small seam in the cover above their heads. "Are you from the Free States? Going to get yourself lost in a foreign land?"

Finally, a smirk played on his lips.

"Getting lost seems to be your thing, after all."

@Lyra Swann
 
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