Yes, Asher understood the flicker of eyes and swiping of blood for an unapologetic taste. Plenty of times in his short life, he had been poked and prodded like this. Measured by some invisible metric which no one would explain to him. Fit or unfit, keen or dull, and never his choice.
“Thank you for the reminder,” he said, though he had not forgotten. Neither his debt, nor that Rois would like to eat him.
There were a lot of questions asked of Asher at once, and whatever Mandy was doing to his arm was starting to hurt. The whole world felt like it was keeling sideways as he tried to sort through an answer.
"Debt, I’m beginning to realize, is a kind of weapon. That man would have hidden my wages and kept saying I owed something until the end of time. To keep me here for as long as he liked. Well, I don't have a lifetime to pay. I need to be back home by New Year’s.” Asher pointed at one of the recently deceased soldiers.
“And besides, that one over there tried to knock me out with the butt of his spear. Surely that counts as ‘harm’."
Nell came back with a leather satchel in hand. The satchel was thumped down hard atop a crate, which prompted a
careful-with-that from Mandy. He dug around the satchel and produced some clean white gauze and a tin of greenish salve. Unrolling the spiderweb fabric, Mandy dipped it in the salve, and began treating the wound. It stung. Asher did not wince.
"What are we going to do about these rebels? Are you really going to let witnesses live?”
Asher let the last question ring through the courtyard. It was not lost on the rebels themselves. Mandy’s hands had the slightest shake as he tucked the last strip of fabric into place.
"Am *I* going to...?"
He furrowed his brows. There was something off about the phrasing, the abrupt shift from
we to
you. Asher noticed it right away because he was not used to having agency. Up until recently, other people had been making choices for him, including some he didn't know about yet. Unseen decisions threading him along to unknown conclusions.
It made him realize two things at once: he had just - albeit inadvertently - snapped one of those threads. There on the ground lay the nobleman who would've hung Asher’s debt over his head like a noose. And secondly, he saw the chain which lashed the beast into place, the other side of that rule: if no one was doing any real harm to Rois, he could not strike first. Well, that was interesting. Asher had a lot more control over the situation than he'd previously thought.
"I'll do what I think is best."
Such a vague statement could hardly reassure either side of the conflict. Nor did his expression offer any comfort, gaze as steady as ever and smile gone.
“So then, let’s see if my instincts are true, or if I’m just an ordinary killer.” Asher stated it like one might the weather. An inevitability of life which he did not fully perceive the churnings of, but had to live by nonetheless. He stood up, a little off balance now that his shoulder was wrapped up so tightly.
“Miss Nell, could you come help with something.”
Nell understood that it was not an ask. She followed him across the courtyard until they reached the Lord’s body.
“Roll him over for me.” A squelching of mud and a sullying of vibrant cloth.
“Thank you.”
Squatting onto his haunches, Asher regarded the corpse with cold perception. A crow landed on the Lord’s silver-tipped boots, clicking softly in a croaky voice. It paused briefly to wipe its beak against bootlaces, before continuing on with its tirade.
“Uh-huh,” Asher said absently, as if he could understand the bird, which he could. It was, very kindly, speaking the Wending tongue to him. It chattered again, louder and more insistent.
“The eyes?” He tilted his head curiously, looking at that muck-splattered face where eyes still gazed upwards, unseeing and afraid.
“You’re right, they’re different colors.”
He leaned over to take a closer look. The difference was subtle, shades of green catching the light a certain way in the right eye, and then just a shade more yellow in the left. An expensive facsimile. Asher reached forward with his good hand. Pressed the pad of index atop the eye, and hooked his thumb around…
Nell made a noise and looked away.
Out popped the oblong blob, shaped like a worry stone and slimy like a thing he didn’t want to hold. Asher rinsed it off in a nearby puddle. Turned it over in his palm. It was made of finely blown glass. On the inside of the glass eye, a rune was carved, another eye beneath the first, nestled in layered crescent moons, rendered with glyphic simplicity.
“I’ve seen this symbol before,” Asher said.
“Embossed on the book that the healer wrote her notes in.”
So, he wasn’t mad after all. At least not in this regard.
It appeared to be the sign that Asher was looking for. Still squatting, he turned his head to look up at Nell.
“Grab his sword, and gather up the spears. Lash them to one of the horses,” he instructed. Grasping the glass eye, he reached out and rapped a knuckle against the noble’s metal chest. There, engraved in the silver, a line of hares leapt through sunflower field.
“Leave the armor though, it’s too recognizable.”
“You– You’re letting us go?”
“I imagine that depends,” Asher said.
“On how quickly you can hurry past the cranky kroko-dil.”