Stay aware of your wares, keep close to your ledger; steer clear of folk who envy your treasure.
Hm. Close? No, it still didn't sound right.
When she was an age closer to innocence, Una thought she might possess some bardic talent. A conviction every person has, at some point in their life. There was a rhyming harlequin she’d seen once in Maçon or Marrault who carried that same confidence but none of the skill, a rag filthy and vampish performer she wasn't sure if she should be thrilled by or afraid of. He howled ballads and limericks, deaf to tone or criticism, desperate to prove himself an artist. Una knew that sort of desperation. She felt it now, trying to turn her father's words into a ditty. Mend mnemonic into music.
But it was fatherly advice, as in, trite. Economical. Watch your goods, stay away from danger.
Stay aware of your wares, keep close to your ledger...
She managed to make her mantra rhyme but it possessed none of the characteristic nuance her da had folded into his original lectures. Delivered while his velvet-covered belly tipped audaciously over a brassy rail and she cowered behind, small and afraid of falling, straining to hear him against engine whir and bitter wind. His word choice would be different, she thought. It was always coloured with a diction that swirled like plummy-scented cigar smoke through his long oily beard.
...steer clear of folk who envy your treasure.
Rogues, instead of folk, she decided. He always called them rogues. Rolled the R.
To this day, she couldn’t bear being closer than an arm’s length from the gunwale, whether at sea level or higher. She still believed she might trip on a loose tie and plummet overboard. Despite acting seasoned, she was completely adrift on deck. She was too sensitive to the propeller’s pulse and hated the chattering headaches it gave her, shaking her skull loose. She had to work hard to find things to appreciate about this aspect of her father’s trade-- well, his once. Hers now.
The weight of a full purse, divided into equal parcels and stuffed into the empty spaces of her pointed brassiere, was one-- two-- of those things. And there was always the stylings of the crew to admire, find her purpose in, distract from her discomforts.
Sailors and their billowing sailcloth.
She loved the simplicity and practicality of their vests made of grey calico, a fabric too thick for a stain to spread quickly. Folds of it gathering sweat from backbones and pits, or at waists where crusty leather belts and braided ropes moored hips to tattered culottes. There was even more to cherish in the variety of precious items interwoven, like scarves and sashes, a faded prairie pattern twisting around a neck.
Or sunny bits of scrap around horns, dark and recurved.
Una knew the pilot by just that, and the swish of his tail as a constant obstacle. She had to watch it carefully after nearly stepping on it for the second time that trip. And it was hard to say that sharing out remuneration from her dealings in Cisne had truly earned his forgiveness for her clumsy mistake, even though she’d tacked on a little extra for him.
Nevertheless, she stepped out into his path, intentionally making a barrier of herself between him and whatever it was he was set to do.
"Param!" She sang, sweet as silk.
"Sorry, sorry, I know that you're busy-- I just, I heard we're making another stop? Do you know where? What town? I thought.. we were express to Whiteport. My crates are empty now so there's nothing I really need to stop for, but I guess others might-"
No longer sweet. Anxious. Losing her nerve. Delicate hands tensely pressed into tiny fists.
"Is it because of the weather? Rain is coming. I feel it in my fins."
Hm. Close? No, it still didn't sound right.
When she was an age closer to innocence, Una thought she might possess some bardic talent. A conviction every person has, at some point in their life. There was a rhyming harlequin she’d seen once in Maçon or Marrault who carried that same confidence but none of the skill, a rag filthy and vampish performer she wasn't sure if she should be thrilled by or afraid of. He howled ballads and limericks, deaf to tone or criticism, desperate to prove himself an artist. Una knew that sort of desperation. She felt it now, trying to turn her father's words into a ditty. Mend mnemonic into music.
But it was fatherly advice, as in, trite. Economical. Watch your goods, stay away from danger.
Stay aware of your wares, keep close to your ledger...
She managed to make her mantra rhyme but it possessed none of the characteristic nuance her da had folded into his original lectures. Delivered while his velvet-covered belly tipped audaciously over a brassy rail and she cowered behind, small and afraid of falling, straining to hear him against engine whir and bitter wind. His word choice would be different, she thought. It was always coloured with a diction that swirled like plummy-scented cigar smoke through his long oily beard.
...steer clear of folk who envy your treasure.
Rogues, instead of folk, she decided. He always called them rogues. Rolled the R.
To this day, she couldn’t bear being closer than an arm’s length from the gunwale, whether at sea level or higher. She still believed she might trip on a loose tie and plummet overboard. Despite acting seasoned, she was completely adrift on deck. She was too sensitive to the propeller’s pulse and hated the chattering headaches it gave her, shaking her skull loose. She had to work hard to find things to appreciate about this aspect of her father’s trade-- well, his once. Hers now.
The weight of a full purse, divided into equal parcels and stuffed into the empty spaces of her pointed brassiere, was one-- two-- of those things. And there was always the stylings of the crew to admire, find her purpose in, distract from her discomforts.
Sailors and their billowing sailcloth.
She loved the simplicity and practicality of their vests made of grey calico, a fabric too thick for a stain to spread quickly. Folds of it gathering sweat from backbones and pits, or at waists where crusty leather belts and braided ropes moored hips to tattered culottes. There was even more to cherish in the variety of precious items interwoven, like scarves and sashes, a faded prairie pattern twisting around a neck.
Or sunny bits of scrap around horns, dark and recurved.
Una knew the pilot by just that, and the swish of his tail as a constant obstacle. She had to watch it carefully after nearly stepping on it for the second time that trip. And it was hard to say that sharing out remuneration from her dealings in Cisne had truly earned his forgiveness for her clumsy mistake, even though she’d tacked on a little extra for him.
Nevertheless, she stepped out into his path, intentionally making a barrier of herself between him and whatever it was he was set to do.
"Param!" She sang, sweet as silk.
"Sorry, sorry, I know that you're busy-- I just, I heard we're making another stop? Do you know where? What town? I thought.. we were express to Whiteport. My crates are empty now so there's nothing I really need to stop for, but I guess others might-"
No longer sweet. Anxious. Losing her nerve. Delicate hands tensely pressed into tiny fists.
"Is it because of the weather? Rain is coming. I feel it in my fins."
