After another season spent roughing up the wheel tread with the feel of the road beneath her and the certainty of where it led, Jhimara found herself too proud to ask for directions. Some places offered them up without her asking, but this coastal town wasn’t one of them. Avenues ended in rotting wharves, dead-ended into the sea, or funnelled her down side streets that looped her into the same circle she’d now walked twice.
Finding a watering hole in a place like this should’ve been easier, but she was stubborn. And easily distracted.
On her first pass she caught her reflection in the square window of a chandler’s shop and was halted in her tracks. Through the teal pontil glass, her body warped into a vision she rarely ever saw, snake-hipped and effeminate. She lingered there a moment, even arching her back to better admire what months of saddle-work had carved into her arse. It sloped like a fine vase, the starchy wool of black riding hose tight to her skin. It felt good, and satisfying, to take it in, curve by curve.
The next circuit of the spiral brought her past the shop once more, and the vision in the glass had lost its charm, leaving only mockery and salt-scummed shadows. Behind it stood pillars of wax and wick, strange shapes truer to her own form, and the chandler’s questioning eyes, distorted and wary, met hers. And that felt bad -- cold and prickly, to have her shape be reflected back through the chandler’s judgment.
She thumbed her nose at him and moved on, determined to find an alehouse on her own -- or perhaps a more flattering version of herself in the eyes of someone else.
Missing the telltale façade of a tavern wasn’t bad enough. Jhimara felt every bit the hog in a hole as she stomped up to the weathered, cottage-frame door that promised Welcome and pulled the handle instead of pushed. The whitest parts of her face reddened, though she would blame it on chill from the silver sea if anyone dared to ask. Not a drop of booze had touched her lips, and she was already wobbling like a newborn colt.
Inside, the place was particularly seedy despite the unremarkable exterior. The empty space seemed to squish in toward the singular stretch of jade bartop, as if the neighbouring walls were hungry for the room itself. Paint peeled and plaster yellowed; rafters drifted with cobwebs, and echoes of drunken tales clung to them for spiders to feed upon. It smelled like Mhearan whiskey, smoky and malty -- mulling spice and tobacco. Jhimara felt immediately at ease, and equally relieved to not see the shape of her face reflected in the salty, faded mercury of the mirror behind the bar.
She all but poured her body into an empty seat. Felt the weight of bodies occupying spaces near but not next to her. Held up two fingers to the tender when they came around to take her order, and served to them a greeting thick with Free State drawl.
“Evenin'. What's good n' strong tonight?”
@Petra Darthinian
Finding a watering hole in a place like this should’ve been easier, but she was stubborn. And easily distracted.
On her first pass she caught her reflection in the square window of a chandler’s shop and was halted in her tracks. Through the teal pontil glass, her body warped into a vision she rarely ever saw, snake-hipped and effeminate. She lingered there a moment, even arching her back to better admire what months of saddle-work had carved into her arse. It sloped like a fine vase, the starchy wool of black riding hose tight to her skin. It felt good, and satisfying, to take it in, curve by curve.
The next circuit of the spiral brought her past the shop once more, and the vision in the glass had lost its charm, leaving only mockery and salt-scummed shadows. Behind it stood pillars of wax and wick, strange shapes truer to her own form, and the chandler’s questioning eyes, distorted and wary, met hers. And that felt bad -- cold and prickly, to have her shape be reflected back through the chandler’s judgment.
She thumbed her nose at him and moved on, determined to find an alehouse on her own -- or perhaps a more flattering version of herself in the eyes of someone else.
*
Missing the telltale façade of a tavern wasn’t bad enough. Jhimara felt every bit the hog in a hole as she stomped up to the weathered, cottage-frame door that promised Welcome and pulled the handle instead of pushed. The whitest parts of her face reddened, though she would blame it on chill from the silver sea if anyone dared to ask. Not a drop of booze had touched her lips, and she was already wobbling like a newborn colt.
Inside, the place was particularly seedy despite the unremarkable exterior. The empty space seemed to squish in toward the singular stretch of jade bartop, as if the neighbouring walls were hungry for the room itself. Paint peeled and plaster yellowed; rafters drifted with cobwebs, and echoes of drunken tales clung to them for spiders to feed upon. It smelled like Mhearan whiskey, smoky and malty -- mulling spice and tobacco. Jhimara felt immediately at ease, and equally relieved to not see the shape of her face reflected in the salty, faded mercury of the mirror behind the bar.
She all but poured her body into an empty seat. Felt the weight of bodies occupying spaces near but not next to her. Held up two fingers to the tender when they came around to take her order, and served to them a greeting thick with Free State drawl.
“Evenin'. What's good n' strong tonight?”
@Petra Darthinian