Weightless. Twin roe, ruby-red, floated softly in the undercurrent, layers peeling from it until they were translucent fins, like the skirt of a cuttlefish. It was a thing more than a creature, in the same way a pupa shell is a thing. Slowly, undulating with the tides, it made its way toward the warmer waters of the shore.
She could feel the worry through the thick wall of muddled thought interchanging with sleep. Any normal person trying to pull the scope she had would have gone out screaming, on fire from the sheer energy of the Shroud erupting through their every orifice. She was *made* to do this, on the other hand. And yet, held to existence only barely, for a few long days of sustained hibernation.
'We are close.'
'Don't... Sleep. You'll go... hungry.'
'This body can withstand a couple weeks without, my lady.' Claws gently brushed against her scalp, straightening out the tangled, ripped mess of white hair. 'We are soon to wash ashore. Worry of naught.'
Her mind drifted off again.
*
Daev the fisherman skidded down the rocks and hid behind the large one. Thank the gods, the boat was still in place. And something like a piece of a ship's upper deck in the front, lodged into the shore by the tide, long after some bodies showed up, bloated and grey. Must have been hell out there on the open.
It was something else that made him hide, though.
A huge bubble. Like salmon roe, amber and... then it burst, with a deafening scent of fresh meat and lilacs floating on the salty wind. Daev peeked out, expecting no less than some water dragon spawn to come from an egg this large. Mayhaps, it was edible, too, would sell for a pretty coin in the market either way.
The waves were carrying the red away, faster than any kind of blood had any right to wash off. The wind was picking up again, sharp and cool under the daunting ashen clouds.
There was something white under the quickly dissolving layers. White and ochre-yellow and orange. Small for a fish.
Oh dear gods, was that what the merfolk were like?
Something else moved behind the carcass of the ship. A piece of wreckage - a large swath of sail fabric - was pulled behind the boards, and a shadow seemed to peek from behind the hull piece. Someone was watching him while he was watching it.
Daev suddenly felt like a mouse in the sights of a cat. No. There was no playful promise of violence. He felt like a hunter that came across a she-bear with cubs. Yeah, that was more like it.
The shadow retreated, hid. Maybe it was more afraid of him than he of it.
Maybe it was just waiting for him to get closer.
Well, Daev the Fisherman was no fool to some strange-looking merfolk to go traipsing into such a clear trap on his own!
He fled as fast back up the cliffside as his limbs could carry him.
*
In her dreams, she could feel the softness of the fabric that seemed black until it shone with sparkling galaxies and nebulas of purple and green. Like a gemstone, or bird's feathers. Like the expanses beyond the sky. She could hear the cadence, a song that was not a song, a soothing lullaby that carried her tiny mind and told without words of great journeys far from the ground. As she grew up, she knew the names of the stars that had never been spoken out loud. She knew the names of others that did not share the Creed. A fallen people, a larger hive. A hungry one.
The tidal waves of her mind were so weak, scattering so broadly, across minds and dreams with a touch that was barely a lint on clothing.
Behind violet eyes. Such sadness. Humanity lost, denial still alive.
Behind eyes of amber that burned like coal. Such loneliness. So many regrets. Never human.
Blue eyes. Hungry. Wild. Human but oh, he was yearning for anything but.
They looked back, if only for a moment.
None of them were the minds that she knew.
*
And then, the consonance collapsed, the wave receded, and she came to in her own body, far enough from the receding waves. She looked up to the sky, immediately probing the one link bound to her mind, receiving confirmation - near. Looking for shelter. Hid from human. More coming down the cliff.
Slowly, with the thick numbness of every muscle, the not-elf turned her gaze, her head, and then her upper body, towards the unknown resonance.
The garment's skirts weighed her legs down like a block of ice. Her spidersilk hair clung to the face in salt-weeping clumps.
Slowly, with a hiss of effort, she sat up, long sleeves clinging to arms like thin willow-branches, and tried to collect herself, come what may. The back straightened, the chilled hands, slightly purple-pink instead of reddish, tried clumsily to adjust her clothing, surprisingly intact, unlike the portion of her hair that was cut off by a piece of debris during the drowning.
Mind's tide gathered like electricity in the air before a thunderstorm. Tension of a string ready to snap. Heavy-laden grim expectation. The porcelain façade of civility. Thought sharper than a blade, hidden, wrapped achingly into restraint.
She could feel the worry through the thick wall of muddled thought interchanging with sleep. Any normal person trying to pull the scope she had would have gone out screaming, on fire from the sheer energy of the Shroud erupting through their every orifice. She was *made* to do this, on the other hand. And yet, held to existence only barely, for a few long days of sustained hibernation.
'We are close.'
'Don't... Sleep. You'll go... hungry.'
'This body can withstand a couple weeks without, my lady.' Claws gently brushed against her scalp, straightening out the tangled, ripped mess of white hair. 'We are soon to wash ashore. Worry of naught.'
Her mind drifted off again.
*
Daev the fisherman skidded down the rocks and hid behind the large one. Thank the gods, the boat was still in place. And something like a piece of a ship's upper deck in the front, lodged into the shore by the tide, long after some bodies showed up, bloated and grey. Must have been hell out there on the open.
It was something else that made him hide, though.
A huge bubble. Like salmon roe, amber and... then it burst, with a deafening scent of fresh meat and lilacs floating on the salty wind. Daev peeked out, expecting no less than some water dragon spawn to come from an egg this large. Mayhaps, it was edible, too, would sell for a pretty coin in the market either way.
The waves were carrying the red away, faster than any kind of blood had any right to wash off. The wind was picking up again, sharp and cool under the daunting ashen clouds.
There was something white under the quickly dissolving layers. White and ochre-yellow and orange. Small for a fish.
Oh dear gods, was that what the merfolk were like?
Something else moved behind the carcass of the ship. A piece of wreckage - a large swath of sail fabric - was pulled behind the boards, and a shadow seemed to peek from behind the hull piece. Someone was watching him while he was watching it.
Daev suddenly felt like a mouse in the sights of a cat. No. There was no playful promise of violence. He felt like a hunter that came across a she-bear with cubs. Yeah, that was more like it.
The shadow retreated, hid. Maybe it was more afraid of him than he of it.
Maybe it was just waiting for him to get closer.
Well, Daev the Fisherman was no fool to some strange-looking merfolk to go traipsing into such a clear trap on his own!
He fled as fast back up the cliffside as his limbs could carry him.
*
In her dreams, she could feel the softness of the fabric that seemed black until it shone with sparkling galaxies and nebulas of purple and green. Like a gemstone, or bird's feathers. Like the expanses beyond the sky. She could hear the cadence, a song that was not a song, a soothing lullaby that carried her tiny mind and told without words of great journeys far from the ground. As she grew up, she knew the names of the stars that had never been spoken out loud. She knew the names of others that did not share the Creed. A fallen people, a larger hive. A hungry one.
The tidal waves of her mind were so weak, scattering so broadly, across minds and dreams with a touch that was barely a lint on clothing.
Behind violet eyes. Such sadness. Humanity lost, denial still alive.
Behind eyes of amber that burned like coal. Such loneliness. So many regrets. Never human.
Blue eyes. Hungry. Wild. Human but oh, he was yearning for anything but.
They looked back, if only for a moment.
None of them were the minds that she knew.
*
And then, the consonance collapsed, the wave receded, and she came to in her own body, far enough from the receding waves. She looked up to the sky, immediately probing the one link bound to her mind, receiving confirmation - near. Looking for shelter. Hid from human. More coming down the cliff.
Slowly, with the thick numbness of every muscle, the not-elf turned her gaze, her head, and then her upper body, towards the unknown resonance.
The garment's skirts weighed her legs down like a block of ice. Her spidersilk hair clung to the face in salt-weeping clumps.
Slowly, with a hiss of effort, she sat up, long sleeves clinging to arms like thin willow-branches, and tried to collect herself, come what may. The back straightened, the chilled hands, slightly purple-pink instead of reddish, tried clumsily to adjust her clothing, surprisingly intact, unlike the portion of her hair that was cut off by a piece of debris during the drowning.
Mind's tide gathered like electricity in the air before a thunderstorm. Tension of a string ready to snap. Heavy-laden grim expectation. The porcelain façade of civility. Thought sharper than a blade, hidden, wrapped achingly into restraint.