Walter's eyes sunk closed. He shifted around, adjusting to the weight.
"I... don't know. There's quite a bit I could tell, much less that I would, to spare you the macabre. I don't doubt you've seen your fair share."
He was quiet for a while.
"After I changed, I once partook in a ritual that involved swimming in the sea during a storm. A custom of the people I was traveling alongside, long story short. It involved preparations... waves get so violent, so tall, you don't swim in an ocean like that without a blessing or a guardian or a few potions, all three might not be enough. I... felt something, in those depths. Maybe it was just delirium brought on by exhaustion, it... saw me. Scrutinized me, almost. Later, when another storm threw me overboard, I washed ashore. The ship I sailed on did not sink, but they did think me dead, they were... far closer to the ocean in their nature than I. Taught me to value my own nature some, if nothing else."
His gaze grew as distant as the receding roll of thunder. The rain kept on, less violently now. Walter knew it would keep for at least half a day more. He fell quiet, stroking Laric's back in an idly wrapped embrace, as thoughts wandered.
"I used to play the violin. Still do, but not with anyone in sight - unwieldy with the glove on, you see." he murmured. "I also don't lounge about like this every day. Usually there are things to do, and I keep busy getting them done. There's been an almost unbelievable progress with Bremen in half a year, I'm rather proud of the results. Tired out of my mind, too, but glad for the growing fortunes. What else... I've hunted shroud fiends, more than once. Different ones. Depending on the aspects, their parts and body fluids are potent components in alchemy. I won't go into detail, given you say you aren't too invested in the field."
Another quiet. He shifted the posture slightly, again, getting more comfortable, wrapped an arm around the corner of the divan, and stared into the fire, before the head lolled back, and he was staring at the ceiling.
"I remember wishing I could marry someone with ambition, someone who knew themselves in the world, and could rescue me from being alone at social events where my presence is required... not Lettie, I think it goes without saying. Never came to pass, of course, not what the Thornleys do, marrying for love. There was once a person who tried to be a second me in his pursuit of me... I found it eerie, and I've seen eerie. Something... dreadfully hollow, there was, in that man. Something awfully shallow past the pleasantries. He worshipped the idea of me that he knew before my change, and we crossed paths later. I hope to never again run into him. Hm, probably not the brightest of topics... that about enough soliloquy, perhaps?"
A chuckle.
"My back is getting sore, sweet, would you kindly sit up for a spell."