Vyn nodded. Why was she reassuring him? She was the one who needed it! She didn’t smile. This wasn’t that kind of weave.
She moved away from the door awkwardly, her quarters feeling small, looking down her wet hands. Rain felt more like an echo of another day than something real drying on her skin. Still, she needed to know that the path was open. That he had a way out. Because of what came next.
Careful hand lit the lantern. Another pulled a scarf across the crooked shelf edge – too sheer to hide, but just enough to suggest the attempt. Vyn opened the cabinet and pulled a knife. Not her best, but the right one. One she wouldn’t mistake for kitchen work later. Her thumb shaved against the familiar edge. Habit. Then she rolled up her sleeve. The cut she made was deliberate, shallow and clean – just below the curve of her forearm. She avoided cutting her palm where she could. Needed that for work. But the forearm had plenty of room. Space for history. Because not all her years passed in seasons. Some had come with blades. A life of lines. This was just another. She hadn’t gotten older so much as she etched forward.
Blood came slow, shy. Red bled with purpose. A long white finger found her pulse, and from it, the rest of the shape grew. Mist become liquid, become solid. They never liked when Vyn got hurt. It messed with the food. The arm followed, too long and boneless in its movements. Shoulder. Then ribs. A chest halfway worked from wax. Hairless and nude. Not built for sex, or even shaped around the idea of it. Head came last, drooping – poured into place.
Eyes opened slowly. Brown and slightly cross. Focusing on something too near, or too far. Its only bit of color. Vyn didn’t recognize the face. But it wasn’t meant for her.
“It doesn’t always come with a face.” She didn’t look if Roki had stepped back. Some part of her hoped he had.
The Pale did not speak. Its eyes moved, steady, drinking the room. The head didn’t follow. Didn’t turn around once. Like it might’ve seen just as well from the back. Its free hand twitched. A sign. Maybe greeting. Maybe not.
She moved away from the door awkwardly, her quarters feeling small, looking down her wet hands. Rain felt more like an echo of another day than something real drying on her skin. Still, she needed to know that the path was open. That he had a way out. Because of what came next.
Careful hand lit the lantern. Another pulled a scarf across the crooked shelf edge – too sheer to hide, but just enough to suggest the attempt. Vyn opened the cabinet and pulled a knife. Not her best, but the right one. One she wouldn’t mistake for kitchen work later. Her thumb shaved against the familiar edge. Habit. Then she rolled up her sleeve. The cut she made was deliberate, shallow and clean – just below the curve of her forearm. She avoided cutting her palm where she could. Needed that for work. But the forearm had plenty of room. Space for history. Because not all her years passed in seasons. Some had come with blades. A life of lines. This was just another. She hadn’t gotten older so much as she etched forward.
Blood came slow, shy. Red bled with purpose. A long white finger found her pulse, and from it, the rest of the shape grew. Mist become liquid, become solid. They never liked when Vyn got hurt. It messed with the food. The arm followed, too long and boneless in its movements. Shoulder. Then ribs. A chest halfway worked from wax. Hairless and nude. Not built for sex, or even shaped around the idea of it. Head came last, drooping – poured into place.
Eyes opened slowly. Brown and slightly cross. Focusing on something too near, or too far. Its only bit of color. Vyn didn’t recognize the face. But it wasn’t meant for her.
“It doesn’t always come with a face.” She didn’t look if Roki had stepped back. Some part of her hoped he had.
The Pale did not speak. Its eyes moved, steady, drinking the room. The head didn’t follow. Didn’t turn around once. Like it might’ve seen just as well from the back. Its free hand twitched. A sign. Maybe greeting. Maybe not.